 I went to two prisons in Thailand. The initial one was Chiang Mai, and then from Chiang Mai, after spending a year there, they took me down to Bangkok in clonprin prison. And that was three years? Three years. Because in there the first night you were there, you were sleeping next to a dead body, is that correct? Yeah, I mean, I got taken from the courts and marched into the shell block that I think was 79 in prison. And there was no way to sleep. You know, there was a little space in the corner, it was next to a lady boy and a guy who died the night before. And I remember the Thai lady boy's name was Tiffany, and she had this little top on that said, no money, no honey. Big bowl letters in her thoughts. I'm grateful I've got no money because I'm more interested in the honey. And I remember him saying to me, I like your blue eye. I was thinking, I hope you don't like the brown one. And that was, I kind of got through down first few days with a bit of, you know, I don't know, just like that resilience, that something within. I'm not going to kind of like, end up dead in one of these places. You know what I mean? Because the count as well, 25 dead bodies get carried out the first week? Yeah, the first week there was 25 bodies taken out of prison in white sheets. You know, we were stepping over them getting our medication in the hospital. It was quite, it's quite daunting. Yeah, quite surreal as well. And it became normal. And you know, when you were talking about like being conditioned, I got conditioned to accept that as normality in the end. You know, I seen some guy stabbing shelf in the neck, stabbing shelf in the chest, he had HIV, blood was pouring out of every orifice. And everyone was like shocked and looking. And my first thought was I can get some hot water while everyone's looking and distracted by him. It just became normal. This is like year after year of witnessing these kind of, how do you say, where he's living? Yes, because over there's a lot of drugs in these prisons, there's a lot of knives. There's like any guns in these prisons? No, just knives. There's a lot of knives, ice picks, machetes. I mean, these are not like homemade ships that you get in prisons in the UK. These were like full blown machetes and hatchets and cogs off bikes, you know, like the cogs that they use. Because they used to chop up the ice and these are the instruments that they're being given.