 So when I'm trying to change the outer world, it's just an unwillingness to accept that element in my mind. Is that correct? Yeah, the only change that we can say within the metaphor of change that's possible is changing from wrong-minded perception to right-minded perception or from the ego to the spiritual perspective. It may take a while, in other words, whatever time it takes to start to realize that when we try to effect a change in the world, we're really just what Hakim was saying, we're pushing it out and we're seeing the need for the change where there is no need for change. If the world's a script, you know, and it would be like going to a movie theater and talking back to the movie, which people do sometimes, no, stop, don't go through that door. Really, is that the best use of words to talk to a movie screen and tell the characters to change? It's been filmed, it's in the can, it's good as you can see, gone with the wind as many times as you want. Don't say it to her, no, no, no, no, that's disrespectful. Frankly, my darling, I don't give a damn. I'm coming back tomorrow. It's ridiculous to think that you can go to a movie and see the movie and tell the characters what they should do, because we know they're shadows, they're just shadows of being projected from a movie projector. But it takes practice to start to realize that we always can have a change of mind. We can always come back into alignment with peace, with the Holy Spirit. That's the change that we need to practice on. Even though our job in the world might be educating children or a police officer, you know, is supposed to be controlling traffic or writing tickets and this and this, you know, it seems like the job itself is based, or like a manager. You know, managers have to make all these decisions about the people that they're over managing. And the whole lesson is to start to realize that you need to be under Holy Spirit management of your mind and let go of trying to manage anything in the world. That will take you into divine providence too. I mean, you can imagine, a team goes to his social psychology class and the Spirit starts coming through and, well, it's actually just all choice of mind and there aren't these groups and these morays and standards and, you know, I took social psychology too so I studied all that stuff too and then eventually I was in psychology and I was being interviewed and I started to just let the Holy Spirit just, at that time I didn't even call out the Holy Spirit, just started to let this intuition pour through me and I ended up doing my master's thesis in grad school on internal versus external locus of control. How's that for the David character playing out the psychology thing all the way to doing that thesis? You know, and Ken Wapnick had a very interesting thesis too when he was in... What about the word locus? Locus of control. Do we have an internal locus of control or an external? Very much like in psychology, you know, is there determinism like B.F. Skinner, I call it rat psychology, and determining forces that are outside that condition you as a human being or do we have choice? You know, is it our beliefs, is it our beliefs and thoughts and our choices that determine our state of mind? Is it internal locus of control or an external? But I never got to finish the thesis because the course came into my life. It's like Jesus is like, okay, listen, buddy, you don't need a random sampling to do this. I'll tell you the outcome. It's internal and you want peace of mind, you know, work with me is what he was saying and we'll get into that peace of mind that you're searching for. But you don't have to do random samples and, you know, go through the experimental process and do a paper and get a master's degree to find it out. I'll show it to you and that's the way that it went.