I sat on my couch, in my living room, watching football with Ryan and Chaz. I soon saw out of the corner of my eye, my girlfriend Selena, walking down from upstairs. She wore her hair straight down her back and wore a plain tee shirt. To be exact, MY tee shirt. Did she really think SHE could wear MY tee shirt. No Justin. Not today. A few hours later, the foot ball game was over. Ryan and Chaz left. I got on my shoes and jacket.
Selena-Where are you going?-smiles sweetly-
Selena-Okay sweetie. -kisses Justin-
I tried as hard as I could not to push her away. Truth is, I hate Selena with all my heart. Shes to sweet. I pulled away and got into my car. I started the engine and drove to Jasmine's. See, the truth is, Ive been cheating on Selena since we were in high school. I dont even know why Ive been married to her when I should be married to a girl like Jasmine. Sweet, sexy, kind, can be mean when she needs to. Thats the girl I want. I pulled into her driveway and knocked on her door. The door opened to a sexy Jasmine wearing her lace purple bra and white short shorts. She smiled at me seductively. I smiled back. Before I knew it I was on her lips. I slammed the door shut with one hand. We stumbled over to the couch. I started kissing her, deeply and passionately...
I was watching tv, wondering what Justin could be doing at Ryans house. I know there best friends at stuff but you know. I really need alone time with Justin tonight. See tonight is our 7th year anniversary. I was so excited! My phone rang as I picked it up and looked at caller ID. Justin. I answered it.
Nothing of Justins voice was on the other end. I heard moans.. Loud moans..Tears came to my eyes. He was cheating on me. On our anniversary! Tears poured out of my eyes like rain. I walked upstairs. I got a gun from the bottom drawer of my dresser. I got a paper and pencil and wrote a note. I placed the gun to my heart. I put my finger on the trigger. I took a deep breath and said my last words. "I love you Justin" I said as tears came to my eyes. I pulled the trigger.
I felt like I was forgetting something...I thought and thought. Oh god...It was me and Selenas 7th year anniversary!! I pulled away from Jasmine and got up. I got my shoes and jacket on.
Jasmine-Wait where are you going?!
I slammed the door and got into my car. I started the engine and drove home. I got out of my car and ran into the house.
No answer. Nothing came. I ran into our bedroom. There I saw Selenas, motionless,pale body. She was surrounded by a pool of blood and there was a hole in her stomach. Tears jumped to my eyes. I saw a piece of paper on the bed. I picked it up and slowly read it.
I found out you were cheating. Your phone called me. I was shocked. Did you know I TRULY loved you? Why would you hurt me? All these years, all I ever did was treat you like a husband! I treated you fairly and nicely!! Oh. Wait. I guess you didnt even crae about our child. Yeah I was pregnant.I wasnt going to tell you until tonight. I thought it be special. I thought you would be happy. I guess our wedding vows were a lie. I guess our WHOLE relationship was a lie. Love always, Selena♥
My legs grew weak. I collasped onto the floor. How could I feel so bad if I hate her? I guess I didnt really hate her. It was myself I hated, for hurting her. I was in love with her and I just didnt know. I cried rivers of tears. This is the day, I will always regret.