Agony in my heart, pressure in my chest, thoughts in circles, vomit stains. haunting memories, angry fist. i wish someone would clean this mess.
But we're only human, that's what you used to say
i just wish today i wasn't.
it's over. all over. hands washed. all done.
we came so far together, moved beyond the past
i always wrote songs for you i just wish i didn't have to write this one
my gist is shattered glass, it cuts my feet as i walk.
my blood is everywhere as i pick up the pieces.
i am not a monster. i'll be here if you ever want to find me