You should be able to
I do. I play lots of instruments as well. Drums, bass, keys, percussion, guitar, etc.
Alesis ControlPad. They are really cheap, simple to program and can do a lot.
I'd like to think I'm not but what does that nebulous term even mean? *shoulder shrug. I just work a lot and sit in my apartment and play with machines. That used to be called being a nerd. Haha.