part two of my super 8 film project 2012. shot on colour kodak ektachrome using a 1979 sankyo EM-30 XL camera.
on november 4th, 2011, my best friend passed away due to many health complications after a two week long stay in a toronto hospital, much of which i was present for. this film was, at the time, the closest i could get to representing my grief and dissociation. the anger, depression, and confusion i still experience on a daily basis is something that has severely impacted my social and academic life, and continues to do so over a year later.
the important things to come of this have been the realization that i still have friends, i still believe in myself, and i still have a lot of hope for the future.
many thanks to michael c. duguay for scoring this for me. it was a very emotional project and i think he captured it perfectly without having seen any of these images.