"I can't believe it,
I must've dreamed it;
everybody's watching me but I don't think that they're seeing it.
Always the same lines repeated a dozen times,
I claim to know them all but I don't and I won't...
Somebody breathes for me,
somebody leaves for me;
I'm not the man that I long to be,
but I'm trying all that I can.
My heart is too tight, fighting off all my frights,
but none of that matters when I'm standing in your light.
I like to sit around, put all my thoughts down,
but something's backwards when I come out with a frown.
I know you won't
come back on your own;
I'm spending everyday
trying to find a way to
get you back into my life."
Jesse Mercer - 2015