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I've had anxiety disorder since childhood. The bible ruined my life. At the same time, Athiesm also terrifies me, because In my search fo...
I've had anxiety disorder since childhood. The bible ruined my life. At the same time, Athiesm also terrifies me, because In my search for the truth and science, I developed a fear beyond any fear I'd ever known, and no where in this world felt safe, and I almost killed myself, and developed severe ptsd. For me, personally, there are things that have happened in my life and my families life that I cannot explain by rational means, such as my mother having "premonitions" that came to pass in detail and saved my brothers life, me and my family all seeing dark figures, or "spirit" figures, at seperate, or the same time, and all describing the same things,etc. So I consider myself a spiritual person. I'm not sure whether or not there is a god or jesus, or if Athiesm is true, but I'm searching for truth. However I'm still afraid whatever is truth will terrify me. I also have an intense fear of earth and the universe, etc. Science terrifies me.

I also love George Michael & Parasite eve.
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