I know it's been a while. Half a year actually. I honestly don't have an adequate excuse, but I hope this song gives you some type of understanding as to why I've been gone for so long. These past six months have been absolutely horrifying for me to go through. So many things happened. So many obstacles. So many tribulations. In such a small time frame. Everything just hit me all at once. Life. Every time things were beginning to look up for me, something else would come and drag me back down to rock bottom. I learned to utilize the only thing I had, music, to help get me through. I used it as a way out. My therapy. Venting if you will. I put all the pain, all the confusion, all the anger, all the emotion into this song. I'm not asking for your sympathy, I'm just asking for your understanding. After all this time, I finally feel strong enough to get back into this whole music scene and get what I deserve. I'm so grateful for each and every one of you for being patient with me and sticking by my side through my absence. Two new videos coming in March. Music videos are still a working process. Album coming soon. Stay tuned. I love you all.