Cry Now Smile Later by Endr Won is available everywhere for download! https://fanlink.to/CNSL
Visual credits: Cry Now was shot and filmed on location in Eugene, Oregon by friend and director, Ife' Adeniji with Artistic Outlet Media. #EndrWon #CryNow #CryNowSmileLater
Cry Now is track 4 on Endr Won's album "Cry Now Smile Later" which is available on all digital download sites! Enjoy, and share it to the world!
Cry Now was produced by long time producer and close friend, Joey Coffman and was recorded, mixed and mastered by Thaddeus Moore at Sprout City Studios.
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**Cry Now Lyrics**
Verse 1: "Be a real man." I heard it said a lot... even when I was a little man... like it was the lesson taught. Ironic how the unsaid message I got to never talk said a lot, like even tho there’s a key, throw it away and set the lock. And if you cry, you’re a pussy. Oh, Your hurt? Don’t be a bitch. Go through something serious but tell all your friends it wasn’t shit. Now the habits forming... without a hazard warning... so as kid now you're a child actor that’s performing... and it’s all fully accepted... also cruelly deceptive... 'cause just as you’ll be neglected, you’ll be foolishly respected like, "That dudes the man! Don’t fuck with guy! Shit, he’s tough... I heard he got abused as kid... and he never spoke up once." Now people avoid him... demeanor saying clearly people annoy him. And as a teen... he wouldn’t even let his boys in... so now the same thing that protected him... is also poison that he drinks amongst other things to fill these voids in. He’d actually probably love to talk you, love to walk with you but he’s conditioned not to... even if he wanted to...
Chorus 1: Don’t cry now... try later, no I won’t lie down... my pain, I’m keeping both eyes down... I’m chained up to my own pride now... but I won’t cry now. No I won’t cry now... (repeat)
Verse 1: Someone told me something long ago that I didn’t really hear... they said everything I was looking for was on the other side a fear. He said I was f**kin' scared... and I said, "Man, f**k you!" Got instantly angry... 'cause it was the f**kin truth and he knew it... my guard, he could me see through it. My yard, he just weeded through it. Aimed for the target at heart and God knew he beat me to it. Tricked my brain... so much pain... it'll be ok... whats this mean? From that day on something changed... What changed? Everything. This back full a bricks of shame, I only planned to burry it... but I watch this man say he felt the same but he no longer carried it. And if he can do it, maybe I can do it... at least I gotta try to do it... tears welling up my eyes are movin'... burnin like it’s like it’s lighter fluid... He showed love to me... and for the first time I knew it... he was me, finally free and that's why I cry now!
Chorus 2: I cry now... smile later, I’m alive now... My pain is goin' upside down... My chains are layin' on my ground, this new way I found, that’s why I cry now... (repeat)