i do NOT own the music in this video...it belongs to NF. i only made the video. . there was something about this song that hit me when i first heard it. there was a connection i had to it. it's such a beautiful and calming song and the lyrics mean so much to me. i relate to it. instantly, i wanted to make a video for it. i kept imagining a river when i heard Trauma, it was really weird. but i filmed the video and yeah, it mightn't be the most professional of music videos. but honestly, it was fun to make and there's no other way to improve than to just keep trying. i hope you like the song as much as i do. enjoy! . traumas, they surround me. i wish you'd just love me back.