It is 01:50. One of my homeless neighbors woke me up with his singing almost an hour ago. Bad insomnia. As opposed to good insomnia, when I am refreshed by my minimum four hours of sleep, and carpe middle-of-the-night because I'm thrilled to be able to get some writing done. ...
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Thank you. Sometimes I remind myself, "Life might have been difficult no matter what!"
Thank you. It is new for me to speak candidly about it on camera. I am trying to trust my instincts more just being myself, without always speaking through a character.
I write my best when I am depressed. I think that is because being depressed causes feelings of emergency.I also push myself harder when I am depressed, and have done so ever since I was a toddler. I think it is interesting that my instinct told me there was an emergency even though I was a baby and even though "childhood depression" didn't exist during the fairy tale that was the Fifties.