Opening up about my abuse. This was very hard to film. It's extremely personal and it's hard putting this kind of story out there for people to leave their opinions on. It was long overdue, though. I've talked about this on Twitter and Instagram; but typing pieces of it on there is one thing, while telling the full story to nearly 2 million subscribers is another. Thank you for listening, I hope to see a lot of you continue to stick around and watch me grow. I'm two months clean and hope to put this chapter of my life behind me. This is the story of the last two years of my life, my emotionally and verbally abusive relationship, and how everything in my life fell apart. I am now putting the pieces back together and am looking forward to continue to share my passion of animals with y'all and my love of entertainment.
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**Guide through this video**
0:00- Opening, Introduction
7:00 - Trigger Warning
7:15- the start up of my channel
11:27- quitting my job
13:22- I start the story about my relationship
19:42- my first encounter with drugs
24:00- bad experiences while living w my boyfriend (talks about a lot of incidents with drugs)
41:15- how I ended up shooting heroin for the first time, and my addiction story to it follows.
1:00:00- How I Got Sober
IF YOU'RE STRUGGLING WITH ADDICTION, THERE IS HOPE.
IF I CAN DO IT, YOU CAN. There's no such thing as too far gone, there's no such thing as a hopeless case. Recovery is possible for everyone.
National Substance Abuse Hotline: 1-800-662-HELP (4357)
National Domestic Abuse Hotline: Call 1-800-799-7233https://www.womenshealth.go...
IF YOU HAVE LOVED ONES STRUGGLING WITH ADDICTION/ALCOHOLISM:
PLEASE consider going to Al-Anon! This is a free, fully anonymous program for NON ADDICTS affected by the disease. Basically, if a toll is being taken on your life in any way due to a struggling addict in your life (Rather it be your partner, brother, sister, mom, grandpa, friend, etc) this program is made for you. It's a place you can go that helps you heal from any pain, let go of any resentments, gain knowledge about why things have happened in your relationship with the addict, etc. It is not a place for addicts, but a place for the loved ones of addicts. This place does not work around making a victim out of the addict. You do not even have to have the addict in your life currently or ever again to truly benefit from this program. These meetings are always locally run, and some flow better than others based on your personality. I'd highly suggest googling Al-Anon (NOT AA, this is different) meetings in your area and attending one, and if you don't like it, try another one the next time you're free. I have heard nothing but amazing comments from people who have attended. It truly helps you understand what is happening in the addicts brain, and provides you with a safe understanding environment so share and heal. And if you have been affected by an addict, you absolutely deserve clarity and to heal.
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