Zen Greenway

I’m done asking why. I don’t need to know. The answer is because. The answer is it is what it is. I don’t need to know why I love music, why I like gaming, why I’m not willing to be quiet anymore, why some days I don’t want to do or be anything and some days I do. I accept my inconsistencies, my inefficiency, my humanity, my fallibility, my empathy, my needs, my freakishness, and my conformity.

That means I accept yours too.

I will channel this condensation of energy. It is a unification of purpose that is happening naturally. I just have to trust it. It’s a huge step for me to trust it, actually.

I’m going to trust it and move forward because it’s the thing that makes me happy. There are and will be powerful distractions, but for once in my life, I am aware of my skewed priorities, so I am better able to take this leap. I understand it is a leap. I am not applying standards of logic made irrelevant by intuition. I am trusting.

If this works, I’m gonna do the happy dance.