I was never good I'm an internationalchoker I'm washed up past my prime I getcarried by my teammates I'm toxic I playwith no brain I just got lucky I'm aquitter so why did I come back[Music]I'm one of those you pro plays back whenI first started playing there are noheroes no villains either over the yearsI've been both people are they love methey think they know me but they don'tthe most agonizing defeat of my careerwas first samsung tricks are dead if theinhibitors as well doublelift lose hislife that comple-- bad timing that'snever happened me before I've never beenthe catalyst for a loss that one awfuldecision that I made yeah I think aboutthat like over and over and over againjust how stupid I was and how I cost myteam so much so I made the announcementlike hey guys I'm gonna take a break soI went on a little break I've been a profor six years and when you playcompetitively at that level for thatlong you basically have a head of lifeI've never even had a seriousrelationship until Bonnie when you're ina long-distance relationship you have tomake the most of itsuddenly I had time time for Bonnie I'ma stream time to live a normal life Ishould have been happy but then I'dwatch TSM playI watched my team play without me andI'd be miserable I didn't really lovestreaming as much as I love playingthrow and I feel out of place when I'mnot playing with a team that I have sucha connection withthat's when I realized I loved competingI don't want to know Malloy I spent fouryears not winning anything and then Ifinally won something and I had a tastefor being a champion that's what I wantyou know but I want it bigger I don'twant to just win NLCS I want to winworlds and I hope people will rememberme as one of the first North Americanworld championsso why did I come backI came to winyou