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Lost an Angel

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This is a very personal video but I felt that I needed to do it and share it. I know it's very long, in fact it's my longest video ever. I just needed to get my feelings out through something I do...

Was I the only one balling their eyes out? I couldn't stop crying 
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I could not stop crying this is my 4th time watching this vid 😭
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+Greenhawkgaming No. And whats worse for me is that I haven't dealt with death before.
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Maybe God is trying to tell u something and this is just hard to see My favorite youtuber EVER to go through this pain. R.I.P wes
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I hate when really good youtubers go through pain it makes me feel the pain to. I'm very sorry for your loss
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Damian stay strong and im sorry for your lost  we are here for you we all love you and your videos
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I Don't know what to type it's just to sad
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when i first saw this when i didn't have an accout but i realy wanted to comment so im writing this now that i felt his pain because my pop pop had died and my dog bee had died those were the sadest times of my life i even wanted to kill my self because how much me and my pop pop were in commen,how nice he was to me and how my dog bee was the only dog that wouldn't try to bite me so this vid made me sad for him because i know how it feels r.i.p wes for damian
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r.i.p good for u staying strong
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R.I.P to Wes, you know he is always whatching over you, and your family. He loves you guys deeply, and will still be standing by your side. I went through the same emotions when my grandpa passed away, and my family knows when he's around cause we will hear his song on the radio. :) Just know your stepdad is always gonna be by your side. Stay strong okay. Prayers to you and your family :)
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If you dont like sad stories, dont read. My grandmother was awesome. Even though she couldnt really do anything or go anywhere with her condition, she tried to spend the best time with us. One day, we drove 6 hours down to Mississippi to visit my grandparents on my mother and fathers side. We got to their house and I wasn't allowed inside from my dad and grandfather. I got sent back to the car and I had no idea what happened. We got a hotel room and stayed a while. The next day we went shopping for some fancy clothes. I still didn't know what had happened. We got back to the hotel, and my parents told me that my grandmother was gone. I did not know what they meant and I thought she just took a trip. So, the next day, we showed up in a nice fancy white building. We came in, signed into a checklist, and I saw my grandmother laying down in a coffin. I was so convinced that she was going to jump out and scare us or that she was just asleep. But no. The felling of having someone you love, someone you know, dissapear from your life, is too great to handle. I was just 7. I didn't understand. I didn't get it. We drove back home and I came to my parents. I asked why was grandma sleeping? And they explained it all. It all seemed like it was one big joke, and I told myself that for a year. But later, I finnally understood. Not a day has passed bythat I haven't thought about her.
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Sorry for your loss, brother
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My grandfather passed away when I was 6 months old from pancreatic cancer, and my mom's parents, who I barely knew died as well, one from brain cancer and the other from natural causes. I only have my 80 year old grandmother who I'm going to visit tomorrow and I'm very close with her. I also worry about my regular family. My mom almost died 6 years ago from Crohn's Disease and she survived from surgery. I remember the times she was in the hospital. I was living in North Jersey during 9/11, my dad was suppose to go to the WTC that day but my mom was sick from the disease and he couldn't go. I pray for you Damian and for your family.
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I mean I lost my grandpa a friend and my cousins mom
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i was the first person and i was crying really bad and i felt really sorry for him when his step dad died im sorry Damian hope you get though this soon it took me a few months to get though it when my dad died and Damian your father was a good man and he is watching over you right now and your mom and your little sister to see how your doing you love Wes so much and Wes love you too but he is in a good place now
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I have dealt with death but no one related to me.. but I will soon.. MY grandmother who is 85 has alsimers and every time I visit her at the nursing home I can't stop crying... She is an amazing grandmother... somehow she knows I'm her granddaughter but, she can't speak well.. or think... she's Greek so she says Greek and English words in one sentence.. anyways I know she will die soon because she can't eat.. RIP Wes I hope God makes you all the way to heaven
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I love you brother you crack me up on pwnage bro keep going bro we love your videos I know how you feel bro my granddad died of cancer two years ago
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I can relate... My grandfather was in a funeral home and for some reason, the last five visits with my mom, I didn't want to go... And then the next thing you know he past away, and till this day, I regret not going there. Because he also really loved me. 😢 Also this older woman who wasn't related to me and loved me to death, past away, she was in a wheelchair and I had I heard that she died in her sleep, and I was just SHOCKED, and sad...
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keep rocking man and hold on.
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I know how you feel at around the age 5 and 6 my grandpa passed away and I cried very hard about it and I could never forget about that bad experience im 11 now but still to this day I still miss my grandpa,and who ever is reading this Im sorry for the people you lost I have my grandpa a friend and my cousins mom and I have a hard time with death and as I am typing this I am crying
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damian stay strong its like me wen my grandfather passsed away he has left me a disarmed tank bullet wich i loved as a child and vintage motorbike models but the memories are the most important the memories of u and wes will never go away keep your fire burning
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No he just has water coming out of his eyes while talking about his dead step FATHER!
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this is way more sad than when pokemon indigo leauge stopped airing. What dont judge me it was sad I was crying.
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I feel so sorry for you my aunt is dying from cancer she has 3 boys and a husband I've been so sad Friday is her last day omg I'm going to cry
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I no how u feel I lost my best mate last year he killed himself he was found by his mum and sister in his flat with a empty glass bottle of insulin he was a diabetic before he died he was attacked by 2 people who I am after
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My grandfather passed away two years ago from cancer loved him I know how you feel bro
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Man I am so sorry this happened I lost my grandpa in May of 2010 the guy was practically a father to me I can definitely relate to this story I hope you can cope and be able to at least try to move on from this
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My friend Aimey's friend passed away in a car crash and i felt so bad for her, He was a senior in High School.
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i was 11 when my father died
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it happens to a lot of people damian it happened 2 spiderman 3 times batman three times iron man once, wolverine 4 times they may be fiction but its life dame its sad recently my dog died weve had him since a pup but we got ashes and a special flower as a grave in the backyard.
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make your passes proud no matter how hurtful it is just because you dont see them/ doesnt mean they're not with you i cried with you your not the only one damien i love you so much i always look up to you stay strong
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My grandad died 2 years before I was born from internal bleeding my other grandfather died when I was 6 months and my nana died when I was 5 so I feel for you
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i still have my dad but i can relate, i was just like that when my grandpa died, he had alzhimers, on May 31st, my dad told me and my sister that day that he had bad news, when we got in the car he told us that he died, we went to the house, i held it in but at when we got home i went in my room and literally made a river, this was when i was 9 yrs old and my sister was 6, now i'm 11 and she's 8 but we hold it in better
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Man this sucks to watch. I feel for you man, my grandmother is about to pass painfully....... I'm sorry.......
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We have all had friends and families lost from us, but we will never forget them in our memories and that brings hope.
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I feel so sorry for u man I hate things like that even if it's someone I don't know it reminds me of Phillip Hughes R.I.P your step father R.I.P Phillip
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I know how that feels it makes you sad as hell
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I can relate as my stepfather has copd and it's spreading, and I just don't know how to cope. I'm sorry for your loss, but I'm sure he's laughing at your videos from heaven dude. No problems
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What about your real dad 
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I know it's been 3 years but it's ok dude be strong
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My cousins mom died when he was two
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Im so sorry for your loss
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I'm sorry for your loss 🐶
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Sorry bro, you're my favorite youtuber and I know its been a while but I support you... Sorry...
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Damian... I do not cry... but I actually had a tear go down my cheek so I am sorry even tho this has happened a few years ago sorry man :')
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I'm sorry for your loss Damian. You were very brave to make this video. It sounds to me that your step-dad was an amazing person and a wonderful father to you and your sister and a wonderful husband to your mom. Its very hard saying good-bye to someone you love
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Im sorry Damien i know how it feels to loose someone
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i know how you feel im sorry to hear that im selling all my condolences to you
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Srry dude for ur grandpa
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i lost my dad when i was 11 sorry for your lost :(
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Just saw this video, new fan, im sowwy Damian. Your so precious btw
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death is always hard especially when it is family i lost my grandpa when i was 11 the best thing to do is remember the good times and as long as he is in your heart he is always alive and there with you :'( 
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I know it was 3 years ago but I'm sorry for your loss. I lost my grandmother when I was 14. She died of colon cancer at 57. I was doing my best to stay strong but even then it was still hard on my family and me. Every once and a while I'll have dreams where it involves me being at my grandma's house but the feeling in the dream is not the same as it was when she was still living. But I just tell myself all the time that she's in a better place. I do miss her, though. I'm just saying that I can relate to you, too. Stay strong and positive Damian. Many of us have lost family members, but they'll never be forgotten.
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I now how you feel my pop has die when he was on the bed ;( he pointed at me I was the only one he we bred then the day later he died ;'( I'm sorry for you wember he will always be looking down at you and he will be in your heat. Sorry for your lose ;( by Joshua reilly
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im sorry i lost my mom at 8 and she was 27 i know how you fell it ok cry it healps air hug
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I have delt wit dis befor cuz of FUCKING CANCER I FUCKING HATE THAT SHIT! T.T stay strong Damian
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I was crying the whole time all night 😓
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Its ok Damian. I know what its like dude.
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I'm so sorry for your loss Damien. I've never suffered through this type of loss before, but I've had friends who have lost loved ones in the past. Stay strong. My prayers are with you, and your family.
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Damian I feel very sorry for you because your dad pasted away );
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Damien your brave especially if you can go infront of a camera for 21 minutes and honor this man you truly love. I wish I could put in words how sorry I am for you... Im sorry for your loss hang in there
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Dude ive lost 3 grandpas 2 before I was born an 1 about 4 months ago
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Ben this video is not to compare loses all lives are equal lived or not 1 shall not choose who lost more over pitty
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damian i know its the same for me my steph dad died to
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Aw Damian, I am so so sorry for your loss, I know how you feel, i lost my uncle back in 2009, he had 3 daughters and loving wife. They coped well. as well as i did. I am very sorry for your loss ;-;
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I am sososo sorry for your loss me and my uncle were like best budies and he past away
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Poor you... I know how you feel...
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Im so sorry about your dad
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I'm glad your able to openly share your emotions to us, and if he could see you now I know he will always have a smile on his face. He knows that you love him, and that's the greatest gift you can give him. I'll be praying for you and your family. God bless you all. <3
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Well that's how I felt when my uncle passed😞
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To cried to @Greenhawkgaming
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I know how you feel damian, i dont have anymore grandparents alive trust me it turns out ok
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Im so sorry i just lost my Uncle just last Sunday....i know what your going through even though it happpened 3 years ago
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I'm so sorry my dog, pet crab,and 2fish died I'm sorry for your loss
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I know how u feel man ive loosed a lot of loved ones but stay strong
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Sorry Damian، I couldn't stop crying
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your a strong tough man for going through this and going on to live a strong life and always being happy and positive...I lost my grandmother 2 years ago and never got to say i was sorry or that I loved her...this is the first time I've cried in too long...
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I'm sorry for your lose I know how you feel I always hugged my grandpa and told him goodbye but never remember saying I love you and still regret it.
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And two years September 23 2013
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my girlfriend died yesterday of being shot while walking home with her parents :,(
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I im so so sorry for your loss
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im a little late but sorry for this man
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im here bro, i lost my sister in the military 2 days ago and i wasent able to say bye.. i feel you, im bawlling my eyes out rn
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well your 1 of my fav you tubers and i just needed to make a channel just to sub to you and to here that it made me tear up ;(
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My great grandmother died exactly a month after this video. I understand bro. But you have to be an optimist. He is in a better place.
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I'm very sorry, Damian. And you may not realise it, but your Stepfather is up there in heaven, looking down on you, and telling you that he is very proud of you.
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Be strong bro ! we ve all cried about !
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I want to have a time Machine so I can go back and give this young man a hug 😢
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