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  • 001 - Introduction

    5,741 views 9 years ago
    Recorded: July 27, 2008.

    A introduction to my gender journey in guy mode.
    My voice is not loud enough, and my computer fans are making background noise.
    nosce te ipsum ("know thyself")
    temet nosce ("thine own-self you must know") Show less
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  • Trans*Star Galactica Play all

    TSG
    formerly TrannyStar Galactica
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  • Camcorder Vlog Play all

    Forlorn79's Camcorder Vlog, or video log!
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    Aspies have a different perspective and way of relating to people. It's an Autism Spectrum Disorder.
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    • 123 - Skunk fursuit unboxing - Sparkle Kreations - Furpocalypse 2017 - Duration: 25 minutes.

      • 8 months ago
      • 1,427 views
      Recorded: October 28, 2017.

      My second fursuit is my skunk fursona named Forlorn! It's Saturday at Furpocalypse in the Radisson Hotel, Cromwell, Connecticut.

      Sparkle Kreations: http://www.furaffin...
    • 122 - Zigsa fursuit unboxing - Sparkle Kreations - Anthrocon 2016 - Duration: 12 minutes.

      • 2 years ago
      • 1,241 views
      Recorded: July 1, 2016.

      My first fursuit is a snow leopard named Zigsa! It's Friday at Anthrocon in the Westin Hotel, Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania.

      Sparkle Kreations: http://www.furaffinity.net/user/...
    • 121 - Oswego Trip - Duration: 3 minutes, 1 second.

      • 3 years ago
      • 159 views
      Recorded: May 1 and May 3.
      Timelapse video from a GoPro Hero in a VW Beetle.
      Traveling to and from the StoryTellers' Guild's convention - Arcon 14!
      http://www.arconoswego.org/
      Music: the Gothsicles...
    • 120 - Leelah Alcorn, Trans Conversion Therapy, and Suicide - Duration: 19 minutes.

      • 3 years ago
      • 758 views
      Recorded: January 10, 2015.
      Suicide Note
      "...my parents were pissed. They felt like I was attacking their image, and that I was an embarrassment to them. They wanted me to be their perfect little s...
    • 119 - Shake Weight in Slow Motion - Duration: 52 seconds.

      • 3 years ago
      • 7,378 views
      Recorded: December 27, 2014.
      My brother gave me a gift for the winter holidays and filmed me in slow motion using his iPhone!
      Features audio from the Shake Weight commercial from the South Park epi...
    • 117 - Rant on #Gamergate, Quinnspiracy, Sarkeesian, Feminism - Duration: 1 hour, 17 minutes.

      • 3 years ago
      • 1,268 views
      Recorded: September 4, 2014.
      You can skip to discussions about each topic with the time stamps below...

      1:30 - Timeline of my life as a gamer.

      12:02 - Gamergate: the community is eating itself bu...
    • 116 - Nature Loves Diversity - Duration: 7 minutes, 37 seconds.

      • 3 years ago
      • 260 views
      Recorded: September 2, 2014.
      Society hates diversity.
      Metaphorically, being blind of gender diversity is like being color blind.
    • 115 - Sentris Alpha 1 Tutorial - Duration: 13 minutes.

      • 3 years ago
      • 371 views
      Sentris is a new kind of music game that puts you at the epicenter of musical creation. It transforms the act of making music into a puzzle of colorful concentric circles. It's a rhythmical challen...
    • 114 - Anthrocon Secret Societies 2014 - Duration: 17 minutes.

      • 4 years ago
      • 196 views
      Recorded: July 10, 2014.
      Flickr: https://www.flickr.com/photos/forlorn79/sets/721576452080...

      July 3-6, 2014 in Pittsburgh's David L. Lawrence Convention Center.
      Anthrocon is the world's larges...
    • 113 - Redefining Realness by Janet Mock - Duration: 10 minutes.

      • 4 years ago
      • 333 views
      Recorded: April 3, 2014.
      Redefining Realness: My Path to Womanhood, Identity, Love & So Much More
      By Janet Mock
      http://janetmock.com/books/

      The Book House of Stuyvesant Plaza
      1475 Western Ave
      Alba...
    • 112 - Osteoporosis - Duration: 12 minutes.

      • 4 years ago
      • 233 views
      Recorded: April 1, 2014.
      On my 4 year anniversary, I am dealing with a new diagnosis, related to transition and hormone therapy.
    • 111 - Would you date a transgender person? - Duration: 16 minutes.

      • 4 years ago
      • 957 views
      Recorded: March 7, 2014.
      If you refuse the possibility of dating any trans people, you are transphobic.
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    • 049 - Bilateral Orchiectomy - Duration: 6 minutes, 53 seconds.

      • 7 years ago
      • 29,460 views
      Recorded: June 22, 2011.

      I talk about my reaction to just having genital surgery to remove my testicles.
    • 026 - Full Time - Duration: 7 minutes, 27 seconds.

      • 8 years ago
      • 20,194 views
      Recorded: March 22, 2010.

      Today is the first day I go to work presenting as Alana, and I'm now only identifying as a woman, so I'm full time! My name change is almost official, and has been acc...
    • 003 - Self Interview - Duration: 9 minutes, 57 seconds.

      • 9 years ago
      • 13,635 views
      Recorded: September 27, 2008.

      Scripted conversation between male and female aspects of me, inspired by Ashley.
      Sorry about the creaking from upstairs, and I'm still too quiet.
      Amazing Instrume...
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    • 096 - Sertraline - Week 1 - Duration: 10 minutes.

      • 5 years ago
      • 12,823 views
      Recorded: February 19, 2013.
      My experience on the antidepressant Sertraline (Zoloft) 50 mg for 7 days, tapering down to 25 mg.
    • 028 - Vocal Function Exercises - Transsexuals - Duration: 10 minutes.

      • 8 years ago
      • 11,069 views
      Recorded: May 3, 2010.

      The College of Saint Rose - Voice Modification for People in the Transgender Community: http://www.strose.edu/campus/thelma_p_lally_school_of_edu......
    • 119 - Shake Weight in Slow Motion - Duration: 52 seconds.

      • 3 years ago
      • 7,378 views
      Recorded: December 27, 2014.
      My brother gave me a gift for the winter holidays and filmed me in slow motion using his iPhone!
      Features audio from the Shake Weight commercial from the South Park epi...
    • 038 - Progesterone and Orchiectomy - Duration: 10 minutes.

      • 7 years ago
      • 7,045 views
      Recorded: December 22, 2010.

      Looking forward in my transition from hormones to surgery.
      5 MG Medroxyprogesterone Acetate.
      450 NG/DL Testosterone level.
    • 027 - Sex Change - Duration: 9 minutes, 36 seconds.

      • 8 years ago
      • 5,799 views
      Recorded: April 13, 2010.

      LiveJournal: http://forlorn79.livejournal.com/190240.html

      "This would mean I'm not really a woman, I'm just a guy with a mutilated penis." -Ms. Garrison (South Park)...
    • 001 - Introduction - Duration: 7 minutes, 25 seconds.

      • 9 years ago
      • 5,741 views
      Recorded: July 27, 2008.

      A introduction to my gender journey in guy mode.
      My voice is not loud enough, and my computer fans are making background noise.
      nosce te ipsum ("know thyself")
      temet ...
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    • 102 - Sertraline - Withdrawal Week 1 - Duration: 8 minutes, 35 seconds.

      • 4 years ago
      • 4,776 views
      Recorded: August 28,2013
      I got a Chelsea haircut, stopped taking antidepressants, and got a new car!
    • 016 - GENDERBLEND - Duration: 10 minutes.

      • 9 years ago
      • 4,647 views
      Recorded: July 12, 2009.

      Transition updates, a new community, and Chaz Bono.

      Community - http://www.youtube.com/user/GENDERBLEND
      Playlist - http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=3084A1A56F...
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    • 021 - Beyond HRT - Duration: 9 minutes, 47 seconds.

      • 8 years ago
      • 4,593 views
      Recorded: October 12, 2009.

      Beyond hrt: hormone replacement therapy. I got my ears pierced, my eyebrows waxed, and my hair cut. I had a 30th birthday and hrt party for some close friends. I t...
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