Bambi ~ Perfect

EDIT: Won second place in BlackWolf2Dragoon's conetst! Yeah rock on!

This is for all of those people who aren't perfect,
This is for the outsiders, the outcasts, and the visionaries who set us apart from the common place, the play-it-safers and the oridnairy
This is for those all people who've ever felt they needed to be perfect
But most of all this is for me, and for my father, I can't be perfect, stop trying to make me something I'm not.

But I did mainly make this video for my father, even if he never watches it, i feel better to at least have it out in the open. You never understand, I can't be perfect, I can't be the perfect little person who gets all straight A's and takes over the company just like you always planned me too. I can't like what you want me to like and do what you want me to do. When will you understand that I am not perfect, I am me. Maybe if you listen to this song and see the pain hidden behind the words I am trying to speak to you, maybe than it will change. (oh and F.Y.I: I have been sick with the flu for the past 72 hours, yeah so when i say i don't feel well, usually that means i don't feel well, sorry you can't grasp that concept)

EDIT: okay it's valentine's day now and guess what? I didn't get a package from my OWN FATHER! usually he sends me something, just to make up for the fact that he's never there and this year he didn't send anything cuz now, I don't exsist. Why don't I exsist two factors, one: I refuse to live with him, because of reasons stated above and many others, two: I didn't come see him one weekend because, get this, I HAD THE FLU FOR FIVE CONSECTUTIVE DAYS! and he's upset because I canceled my trip. Yeah, let's see him swallow that one.

EDIT: I have come to a final conclusion; I am done, I am done with him and everyone over there who is now pretending I don't exsist and if that's the way it's going to be then fine. He just won't exsist in my life anymore, because I HAVE a father, one who is actually there for me and sees me more than twice a year, he took care of me when I had the flu and he loves me, for me, and he comes to my special events, get this, when he says he is going to come *GASP* I know right? shocker! So Brian, you missed out on being a part of my life, you lost, sorry, this song says it all. I hope your happy now, cause now you have NO children. You always believed you could make up for being gone by giving me gifts and money well, that only made me feel like you were gone even more. So your gifts aren't going to do it for you this time, how you gonna fix this? Answer: You can't the damage has been done and the fact is so am I.

EDIT AGAIN: I would like to personally thank everyone who has commented and seen me through this, you have given me support and that means so much to me. MOst of you don't even know you I really am yet here you are telling me everything is going to be ok, even though it's not. I luv you all, and in case you were wondering, yes, my father plays a huge part in why i am leaving AMV's, something happened, I shall not bore you with the sadistic details.
Thank you again.

EDIT:I can't believe you, [brian] sorry if I spell your name wrong, I don't know how. Anyways. I will be surprised if you actually watch this much less read this all! And anyways, if you do, I don't want to talk to you, I really don't just know there is nothing you can do to fix this. YOu killed me on the inside, you made fun of me and that I still liked these videos along with your wife who hates my guts [if you haven't noticed yet] and now, they are telling you what happened. Also, if you don't think any of this is true, and you think yoru there for me, try taking the test; What's my favorite color? What's my favorite animal? What do I want to be when I grow up? Where do I want to live? What bugs the bannanas out of me? Can you even answer a single one of these questions?

If your thinking "well you haven't told me!" Well I did, you just weren't here to see it change. But What I love the most, is that after EVERYTHING you DON'T CALL ME! You don't care! So don't pretend like you do and call me after watching and reading this, because Brian if you cared you would have called me a long time ago. So don't.

Category:

Film & Animation

Tags:

• Toolouis
• Perfect
• Bambi
• Simple
• Plan
• Fathers
• need
• to
• understand

[tinkbamb13]

oh btw whos this by....

my friend wants to know

[Toolouis]

this is toolouis

[tinkbamb13]

the band toolouis

[Toolouis]

I know, but I wish people would stop asking that it's in the tags

[lilbabypooki3]

oh my god =this song made me cry because thats how my dad i hate him all i saw when i was a kid was him beating my mom he almost killed my mom and when i treid to talk to him he thinks he is my boss wtf and he told me i could never make it to my dreams

[lawnmowersrideongras]

ur dads a fuckin dick D:<

[SavanahConley]

@Kibaspup9 idoit. dads arent jerks



[Kibaspup9]

dude i know how you feel and when every one says it will be all right it wont im sorry dads r jerks well biological dads ne way so You will b ok promise but your relationship is dead. just stop hateing him and move on and im not gonna say forgive him yaty yada make it better because i know it dosent work unless the other person wants it to work and so far what i have gotten he dosent want it to work. sooooo just cut him out of your life and move on with the dad that dose care yah

[duky3110]

@lilbabypooki3

no afence but your dad id a dick

you can do what ever tyou like im sure u will or have reached your dreams

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[amirakitty]

man your dad sucks :( im sorry. i feel your pain, my dad hates me, doesnt call, always tried to get me to cancel my plans to see his ass. I'm sorry for you, i know things will be better

[MikeMsDaughter11]

my dad is horrible too. my REAL dad, Kevin, got my mom pregnant and then left her. he never cared about me and he didnt even pay my cild support. he did NOTHING FOR ME OR MY MOM.

[poko3600]

Numb by linkin park would fit this too =D

[legendie123456789abz]

@Aheols i remember.. its called reveng by plain wight t`s

[Aheols]

Ok, thankies!

[legendie123456789abz]

@Aheols i got my reveng. but i dont know the band name

[carterxcape1]

srry about your dad hope it all gets better. wats the name of this song? the new one?