Fears, and Cold Feet

25 days on estrogen blockers. 3 days until T. Talkin' about cold feet, and fears. DON'T WATCH THIS UNLESS YOU WANT TO HEAR ME RAMBLE FOR 8 MINUTES. I'm too tired to make a more focused video, and it's super late. Sorry!

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[legendarydiamonddee]

All I Can Say Is Really Make Sure !!! Good Luck Dear!

[0HeyJude0]

@legendarydiamonddee Oh thank you. This video is pretty old though. I've already been on T for a few months now.

[orangemonkey85]

yea .. be fearful of the hairy butt... its not pretty.

[0HeyJude0]

@orangemonkey85 MY WORST FEAR!!!

[coulorcraft]

.......we're over here!

[Ca2roline]

I don't know you that well, but you seem incredibly kind and easygoing. I don't think the hormones will change that about you too much :)

[0HeyJude0]

@IglooDweller I'm not sure of what you mean by "all the way". I'm not planning on taking T for the rest of my life (unless i end up really liking it). I go back and forth about top surgery. I guess i should have been more clear, i want ALL the aspects, but i still want to maintain an androgynous appearance.

[IglooDweller]

@0HeyJude0 If you want 'some' aspects, does that mean you're not transitioning all the way?

[0HeyJude0]

@jjbeemer haha i know i know. I'm just nervous.

[0HeyJude0]

@EepiczombieE Thank you :)

[0HeyJude0]

@IglooDweller I'm undergoing this transition because i identify much much more with being a guy. I've been living full time as a guy for a year. I want some aspects of male physicality, such as the facial hair, and deeper voice. I CAN be in the body i have now, i just don't want to. The body i have now feels very wrong to me.