DEVIL SONG... SURVIVING CHILD ABUSE

this is my first video... so please be nice!! I have bpd and ptsd and this is my journey to recovery. Song is Devil song by Beth Orton

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• child
• abuse
• ptsd
• eating
• disorder
• ana
• self
• injury
• sexual

[chuck0strange]

Wow!

I have often thought about making a few of these, Just could not bring myself to do it, and the song I want to use is called Don't Tell by a local Michigan Band called BadSide. It can be found on sites like cdbaby.com I think.

I wrote a book about my abuse, it took me 31 years to actually be ready and willing to deal with and move on...

Still, it all remains, but the reactions are different now.

Thank You!!

[landofhealth]

@chuck0strange wow. thats so brilliant you wrote a book about yopur trauma.. what a hard and couragous thing to do. i hope it helped to express yourself. is it published? hugs, bluebell x

[searching4hope5415]

i know what it is like to be abused. it hurts in every possible way.

[landofhealth]

@searching4hope5415 it does hurt like nothing else .. its such a deep wound to carry. hugs, blue x

[bitchere08]

this was very powerful and wish i ad the guts to do wat u done but i can say i do relate to some of wat u been through thank u 4 sharing and hope one day i can become the survivor u are thank u x

[landofhealth]

@bitchere08 you are already a survivor hon :) hugs x

[alimags123]

You are stronger than them hun! Please don't let them win! I am 30 and my life is hell I do suffer bpd aswell, I try hard for my childrens sake to get through everyday, you are not alone i am here if ya want to talk. Please take care and your video expresses alot. hugs xox

[MelodyAnnWood]

Hello Beth, I don't know what bpd and ptsd are, but I do know courage when I see it, and I do know beauty when I see it, and I do know that at just the right time shattered dreams resurface and reform. 'Tis us not them decides how long until they spawn.' Check out my video. 'Melody Ann: Breaking the Spell.' I am with you little sister. I honor your pain. It will become your understanding. x

[Connersmom95]

Such strong emotions , such beautiful lyrics..You are more than a survivor..you are an angel and a healer..so very talented..I wish you all the best...you should keep recording and writing it helps all of us ...Thank you..and God Bless you..truth and love will always triumph...They can't ever hurt you anymore..

[TheSugarStreet]

Exellent..very powerfull and strong..may you continue to heal..I hear everything you are saying,so familiar...

Stay strong Paul

[melleez2]

Well done and....Thank you :) I am not alone

[shevacross]

how beautiful, this touches my soul, i broke silence early 90,s and began the first public rally uk including both men and women to try and empower survivors of abuse, please link with our facebook page cross of change, a global network, to promote links, groups, events to break the walls of silence and denial that still exist, and thankyou

[rickallenkinney]

love your video and song and purpose. good job.

[finehomemadewine]

You are very brave lady. And also very creative as I can see. Thank You for sharing. All the best, beautiful one.