My Story: Food - Depression - Selfharm - Suicidal

Okay, so this is basically about the last few years of my life and whats been happening, i know I have a video talking about it but I thought I would put a proper video together with all the facts and pictures in aswell.

I realise I might get some stick for the body pictures, but its more something I wanted to do as a confidence thing to show I've moved on from all of that and its in the past, so please dont be harsh on that.

If you know me in person, please dont judge me on what you've seen and dont mention it to other people.

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[DarkAngelNCharmed]

Hey. glad to hear youre doing better. thank you for sharring your story. did your doctor force you to go to the hospital then to a treatment center or did you go voluntery? do you still struggle with self harm or with food?

[Achildatheartforever]

@DarkAngelNCharmed Hello :)! Thankyouu. and thanks for watching :)! I did go voluntary but when I tried to discharged myself they said I would be sectioned. I unfortunately stil do. I went back to in-patient 2 months ago, the same place "/ tried to get discharged but said Id be sectioned again "/. I think I will always struggle but its finding a good balance that you can cope with I guess. I hope you're ok xoxox

[Singing4Him4ever]

I love u xo

[Achildatheartforever]

@Singing4Him4ever <3 <3

[gemmasheridan]

hey lovely, ovbiously i don't no you, but i feel so proud of you. :')

when you got sectioned, did you get taken in an ambulance away, or were you taken there by family? what achually happend?

:') hope your ok now! lovessssssssssssssss <3 xx

[Achildatheartforever]

@gemmasheridan Hey! Aww thats so nice!!

No no, it was nothing like that. I wouldnt use the word sectioned either, its a bit strong and serious!

I went for an assessment, my parents took me and they assessed me and admitted me. It was all very 'calm'. I had given up at this point so I didnt care what was happening, I had no strength left, I was going along with anything and didnt argue.

Im a lot better now thankyouuu!! Hope you're ok!

Lovesss back,aha :) xoxox

[HaylieGrace]

I'm 15. Although I haven't been admitted into a hospital, things are rapidly going downhill 4 me. I have depression, anxiety & I worry about food alot.. I cry everyday, & I never feel satisfied with anything. I go 2 school, but it's like my mind is filled with so much that I just can't concentrate. I find it hard 2 go 2 school. I'm worried that I'm ruining my future by not going. I'm a high achiever. I think I'm fat. I think about suicide.

I'm just not too sure what to do. Do u have any advice?

[Achildatheartforever]

@xtayxterrorx Thankyou :) I hope one day you can say that. Though everyones 'happy ending' means something different. Being happy doesnt mean everything is perfect it means you have decided to look beyond the imperfections. I truly hope things get better for you. I wish you all the look in the world. And you get your happy ending :) xo

[UrToast321]

your beautiful no matter what, your golden. Truly admire you.

[PassionForBeautyxoxo]

I love your story:)

Hopefully I can try to fix my issues with self confidence and my 715 to 815 calories a day meal plan.

[bubbleskiesow]

What hospital did you go to?

[bubbleskiesow]

What hospital did you go to?

[lilianamot10]

I would like to know if you could help me out on something:/<3 xxx

[laurenmariecasualty]

This video is soo inspirational, thank you :) Also, you have beautiful hair! :'D <3

[emmielouise97]

You're beautiful! i know what depression is like, I'm suffering from it atm:/ I'm not eating properly either and it's all because i became ill in November 2011!! i don't know who to talk to so i just write text messages to myself i don't know what to do, but i suppose if you managed to do this, i guess so caan anyone!!<3<3

[REDandBLACKblood13]

You're beautiful.(: I'm happy you got better.

[bethanjw]

I'm a cutter