KATHY TRAN - Two Steps Ahead

An unofficial record of my new song.
a little dusty. wait for the real one to come out later! :D

LYRICS

Is it just me or am i two steps ahead?
Why is that everytime i turn my head
somebody's homie or another chomrad is dead
cause they either rockin the color blue or red
reminiscing the day you and your love one met
people say shit happens, but i think its only gods test
thats the moment you stop and realize the emptiness
under your own chest
then youre thinking "f this & f that" "I aint dealing with any more mess"
here you go again putting on your painless i-can-careless vest
your heart is numb, dont know what to think so your mindless
engaged in season of another jerk fest
you know them boys only want you for your breast
covered under that silky black dress

is it just me or am i two steps ahead?
is it just me or am i two steps ahead?

i gotta confess back in oh four i was dealing with "ex"
during the process of being fed ex ended up getting molested
and heres where the friend thats shot up & dead
came and saved me. three years later,
guess what came next? Now i got the other kind of "ex"
our age difference was a pretty big stretch
as a young girl i didnt get enough love from my own family home nest
looked for love with a mind set that was only fantasy & far fetched
at the time i had a picture perfect love sketch
but whatever else happened was for the best

is it just me or am i two steps ahead?
is it just me or am i two steps ahead?

i'm sorry, no words can express
recently your family called me for a certain request
along with some questions thats been in since then and
my emotions are compressed, so im not trying to be heartless
even though you'll never hear this, i was going to dismiss and not press
people protest for the decisions we made
every choice we made came with great sweat
all of a sudden our buisiness went out to the news press
i was depressed, no stable address, school day absence, falling for asses, wordless
because of you i couldnt feel the road to success
through the door came my bitterness, no such thing as a wedding dress
didnt feel the need to invest my time into anyone again
but none the less i went back out playing the game like chess
getting undressed, everyday i looked in the mirror feeling worthless
loads on my chest like a heavy bench press
pride and power was what i possessed
but thank you god for your patience
cause one night i broke down, came to my weakness
begged for forgiveness
i was drowning in this world of blackness
hungry for true happiness
i was lost didnt know where to go
needede a map pherhaps a GPS
i wanna let you know that i didnt forget that you are the one that put me through this test
but better yet, i read the message you sent
it made me stronger thinking about the past without becoming upset

Category:

Music

Tags:

• KATHY
• TRAN
• TWO
• STEPS
• AHEAD
• RAP
• ASIAN
• GIRL

[boondocksforever]

this is some deep shit kathy for real......

[OuterLimitsRecords]

i had the same problems as u when i first started

i tried to force too many words into one sentence

but i found a way to actually adapt that into my sound an style

you got skills just never quit an keep drivin an u can be great. i mean u already better than nicki minaj lolol

[quickchang]

i have so many chips so they call me Hewitt Packard..

[theLONIOUSwhiz]

not so many words at one time.

slow the flow down and you should be fine.

they way you are rapping now it's hard to understand without the lyrics you know?

dope rhymes though! keep it up :D