..sitting in a tree, K-I-S-S-I-N-G

Hi everyone!

This is a personal update, I hope you can enjoy even though it's a lot of rambling ;)

Please let me know what you think of this kind of videos. Is it something you want, don't want, was missing, is inappropriate? Or something else of course :D Just let me know. I want to make videos that are helpful to you but also interesting / fun to watch. So let me know...and please be honest..

I'll make more videos very soon ((video response to: Video Letter and Self Injury Challenge from OnTheBackBurner / Tagged: Why Live?/ The 5 Stars Awards Show (new idea) / Update inferiority complex / About Selfharm ))

I hope you guys are all ok!!
Take care,

Bas

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[TheseEmeraldEyes]

Im glad your visit was a good one :-) I know what you mean about not replying. No matter how much you like the other person your chatting too sometimes the depression just puts up a barrier. I am glad your painting is helping you along, it is a good way of expression. Oh and the water at the end, i can totally picture people, but only after you said it :-)

Well im off to enjoy a cold drink, its warm and sunny here this evening

Cat x

[MeAndMyBlackTable]

@TheseEmeraldEyes I hope you enjoyed your cold drink ;)

Yeah, it's weird, it's great to have these good conversations online, but sometimes you just can't find the words to write back. I hope it's sunny today aswell. Over here it is :)

[crazymadonna]

Hi Bas, it makes me happy that your grandpa has been recovering.

The bird shit part makes me laugh ;) .

Hey, interesting new topic talking about your bisexuality. I am lesbian, by the way but I don't feel ready for a relationship. But my only relationship was with a boy- but I was a teenager then.

Oh, by the way, I still feel not like a woman and I am calling my friends girls and boys and most of them would feel strange being called woman/man. I guys it's how our generation thinks.

Hugs, Judith

[MeAndMyBlackTable]

@crazymadonna Hi Judith,

Yeah i think we are a lot on the same page (not feeling like a man / woman yet etc.)

But i do have people around me that have the same age, but are already there. That sometimes bugs me. It feels like i'm left behind. How is the weather today in Germany? Hope you can enjoy it :)

Hugs,

Bas

[crazymadonna]

@MeAndMyBlackTable The weather was lovely - at some places a bit cold & windy but on everywhere else it was warm. Had my first ice cream outside of 2010. How is the weather in the Netherlands?

Oh, one friend of mine (29) is becoming a teacher (almost finished) and he doesn't like to be called boy but everyone else still feels like girls and boys ;) . It is quite strange to feel so because well, I live on my own for many years now- but I don't work, am still more or less studying and am single.<3

[MeAndMyBlackTable]

@crazymadonna Hi! late reaction, i know, sorry :C But i wanted to say hi! And comment you on your first ice cream of 2010..that's awesome! :) I had mine yesterday. A Magnum GOLD! B-) Fancy huh?! But the weather is terrible now, it has been raining all day. i visited my best friend today, but it was raining there as well. Blehhh. x.

[raezer]

@MeAndMyBlackTable I feel the same way, I'm 31, yet I still feel like I'm 21. I feel I haven't experience life like others have. There are so many years to me, that when I think back, seem void, there was nothing there. Its real sad to look in the mirror for me and see my age yet not have any stories to go along with it. (I know this is old video but, oh well lol)

[Kawesome7]

Your Beautiful (No homo)

[fatyerrrrr]

:D YOUR vid waht are you dowing

[fatyerrrrr]

MAKE CALL OF DUTY VID OK

[1thebem]

ride your bike very fast. i know i know, ride your bike just so fast around

[vmedia2]

water moving comment is very cool .. lol

[vmedia2]

I think your cute , you are great and unique... sad that you dont get it...

Like that actor.... Hugh grant.. hes got this humble shy thin going.. its fine and nice to be near...dude see your self as God sees you.. but maybe I should say this to myself

[SuperTamaho]

i just watched this and realized its a year. old!

its been a very windy day.. the sun was out and around 50degrees. we still have 2 feet of snow and ice here in New Jersey.

I enjoy all your videos , not everyone can be in a good mood all the time as that's not real.

Thank's for sharing your day! : )

[poshdelux]

lol@ 0:37  was that a little sarcasm , hahaha

[MsDementedArts]

Oh migosh I totally saw the people in the water too lol. thats awesome :)