Forever and Always 38

How did you get here under my skin? Swore that Id never let you back in. shouldve known better than trying to let you go cuz here we go go go again. Hard as I try I know I cant quit. Something about you is so addictive.- demi lovato.

Sorry Im dragging it out. But it has to be done. Trust me on this one. :]
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[Cassies pov]
Summer was quickly coming to an end. Everyone around me was beginning to slowly drift away. Friends were leaving off to college. People were going on vacation. Nick is getting ready to leave and so is Bryan. I on the other hand is still stuck in California undecided.
But I had to push my thoughts aside today. Today we are going out to dinner for a final farewell to nick. I dont know why but I feel real uneasy about being a part of these festivities. I hate the fact that my best friend is going to leave for college.
What am I supposed to do without him?
How am I supposed to survive?
Its bad enough that selena left. He is all I have. But how could I say no when nick said it wouldnt feel right if I wasnt there to say goodbye. I gave in but stood my ground that I wouldnt be there with Kevin to drop him off at the airport.
I sat at home waiting for Bryan to pick me up. My dad was downstairs in the living room watching TV. Lately its been really bad between us. He hates that Im even considering the fact to move in with Bryan. He says Im too young. But Im not. I went down and cautiously sat on the couch opposite my dad. He didnt even acknowledge me. He just stared at the TV. I sighed frustrated. I need to give Bryan an answer soon.
"dad can we talk for a minute?" I asked softly.
"shoot bud." he said. His attention still completely on the game.
"dad..." he looked at me and turned off the TV. "I know you dont want to talk about it but we have to."
"I already said what I needed to say."
"no you didnt say anything." I spat defensively.
"look Cassandra," he began turning his attention to me. "you are 18. Youre too young to go and move in with boy. Youre supposed to be enjoying life. You should be seeing the world. Work on your art. Find yourself. Besides your epilepsy is not under control. How am I supposed to take care of you out there?"
"you never did anyway." I mumbled under my breath.
"what?"
"nothing." I sighed. "look dad I do want to go with Bryan. Ill be fine. And I love him."
"you sure?"
I was taken back by his response. "w-what? Of course Im sure."
"you dont look at him the same way you did jo-"
"DAD!" I interrupted him. "you DONT need to bring him up. I already made up my mind."
"then why do you come to ask my opinion!" he said raising his voice.
"because!"
"look Cassandra if youre gonna go then fine go. But I am not going to be walking around parading that my 18 year old daughter left to live with her boyfriend. Especially when I know she is making the biggest mistake of her life." that hurt deep. "go live in sin. Do what you want. Whatever I am going to say to you will just go in one ear and out the other. I cant believe you would do something like that after everything I gave you."
"what? Everything you gave me!" I stood up and was now crying. "when I was in the hospital for a week BRYAN was there. When Im home alone scared BRYAN comes to keep me company. BRYAN makes sure I take my medicine. You? Where were you huh? I WILL go with him. And dont worry about me." and you know what he did? He turned on the TV and turned up the volume. thats when I just turned around and left. He doesnt even care. My own father doesnt even care about me. I grabbed my coat and decided to wait for Bryan outside. I cant stand being in this house anymore as I began to walk out Bryan was already making his way up drive way.
"hey." he began but I just pushed passed him to his car.
"are you ok?" he called out.
"fine." I snapped. "lets just get out of here ok."
"uh ok."
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So its crappy I know. Sorry. Ive been going crazy this past week. Im a little behind doing my AP summer work so Ive been working on that. Work is exhausting. So yeah lifes a little crazy. Im sorry guys. More Monday maybe. Tomorrow Im gonna go see COLDPLAY! WHOO! Im excited! Thanks for reading guys!

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[nickjjbfan1]

for once her dad is right shes in denial she thinks bryan is what she wants but really its joe and she knows that shes just tryin to be strong and tryin not to get hurt again but to tell you the truth right now shes the only one whos going to hurt her

[wishinonastar07]

WOW.

[EliANDLilmel]

i'm still confused: will they get back together or cass and joe is over forever?

[wishinonastar07]

i will never tell.

lol

[EliANDLilmel]

not fair! *pouts* XD

lol

[Volleyballgrly15]

Awesome chapter! She has to realzise she loves joe!!! Post more soon!!!

[laurenamusic]

whoo!

i love her father now.

i hate bryan!

Joe is better

[morg942212]

her daddy did go a little far on that....but i totally agree with him 1000000000 % haha

[JoeJonasLuvar03]

lol.

i love how people are like;

CASSIE AND JOE HAVE TO BE TOGETHER!!!!

but then there would be no story :)

[kellyx2211]

awesome!!!

[musiccloverx]

its wierd but i really hope byrons cheating on her because altho its horible that will mean they will break up and then joe will coem to her rescue and yyeaaaaaah :D:D:D:D coughhinthintcough

love it tho

[Jonasfamilyseries]

whoa.. amazing. <3