Güera - For Mom

i called her and read it to her and recorded. story behind this.... mom is going to get tested on monday for cancer.... i dont feel like talking about it, but thought i would share my truths. love and peace
Güera-


For Mom

i sit here in training,
thinking of you mom.
memories race through my mind
times ive done you wrong.
when ive sang you a song.
and when ive read you my poems
my lids try to hold back the tears
but the pain overflows them.
i look to the ground to try to gain some compasure
i see my painted toenails, you gave me the pedicure.
im sorry ive yelled at you
im sorry i take you for granted
im aware that your advice is evidence of the love you have handed
we go to dance, and you smile
like an angel in my eyes
you cleanse my spirit of stress
youre the beauty in my life
and now i sit worried that i might lose you my angel
agony accumulates, this fear leaves me strangled
tangled in this web of anxiety and impacience
from here until monday, im not sure i can make it.
my light would die without you
my glow would dim to the depths
i wish i was your infant again
to feel the warmth of your breast
i let you down everyday, and you remain my biggest fan.
when others despise me, youre the one who understands.
i cant live without you, you keep me sane in this world
you gotta beat whatever harms you, im still your little girl.
and i dont care what they diagnose
cause i wont let you go,
the doctors dont know the power of the prayers my vocal chords throw
there arent words to describe my emotions right now
but believe what i say, im going to protect you some how.
i promise myself, theres a way i'll prevent this,
forget what the doctors'll say mom,cause ill refuse to accept it.

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[SuzanneVA]

very beautiful and emotional

[gueradesign]

thank you very much :)

[clonjey]

wow. powerful. i'll pray with you.

[guera187]

i seriously cried! that was so sad. im praying for you N ur mom

[msmuneca1981]

No lies it brought me to tears

[92merced]

Not even gonna lie, it brought a tear out. I'm a guy.

[EscondidosLocas]

Beautiful !

[mszmexicana01]

Icriedd alott because it madee me sad cuu mhaa mommy getting tsted for cancer too soo ifeel youu!:c

[Caliluv209]

Fuck! I cried!:/

[babycakes2985]

aww this really made me cry. i love your poety. its so beatiful. ive heard so many poety and i enjoy hearing them but out of all i really love this one. :]

[mexishorti95]

So sadd but i feel her ..

[booboo0416]

i lik ur world choice i know how you feel my nana has cancer and any day she can leave i dont what i am going to do i lover her so much i feel ur pain:,(

[kronoshrndz]

-Dang This Is sadd. Ndd i Understanddd How uu Sadd Btt uu Gottahh Keep ur Headd Upp Highhh .