Oh, don't mind me, I'm just revisiting some old emotional avenues in a new, harsh, unfair light. This is but one demon within me, and though I battle it often, I can't help but keep it around for its aesthetic appeal. Philosophical island hopping, so to speak. "Genius by birth, slacker by choice." Background music by The Nature of Light; A Lover I Have Never Touched (Yes, that's intentional).
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I once said that every breath I took was a testimony to the existence of God. What has changed? What change? [The heart I hold... the heart I hold.] The heart whose hand I can hold... Isn't that right? Wasn't it..just there? But my every breath...? A miracle? Why is it that these memories are no longer convincing, convicting? Compelling...? I hate hate. But the love I can offer is not enough for You... no. You require submission. You require it at the expense of what You taught us. Oh, where have You gone, O God? [Never be reconciled...never be reconciled...] Since when is there a condition in the unconditional? When love itself is a condition in so called unconditional love. You don't matter. Not really. You don't need my permission to do things Your way. So just do them, and get the fuck out of my head. Stop torturing me, before I do something we both will regret. Unless Your goal this entire time was to cast me aside, like an old plaything you have no longer have affection for. How sad You are! Is this why You created us? We can't take this. I feel a little violated. A little broken. I feel...a little. But only a little. And that's what scares the hell out of me.
Donnie Darko vibe.
Overall, amazing. I quite enjoy the darker side of Jake. Does that make me strange? Oh well.
Oh yeah, the only thing lacking from this video was the lack of a shirt. Just saying. :)
FalseAdvertisement2 2 years ago
Haha!
reflectionist 2 years ago