PT 1 of 3: Episode 12 - 12th IV Treatment

Episode 12 documents my 12th Nutrient IV Therapy Treatment at San Francisco Natural Medicine with Dr. Erika Horowitz. This is a 3 Part episode. Due to the intense emotional nature of this episode I have taken comments OFF. Thank you for respecting my emotional needs at this time. I want my feedback to come from God, not man right now. I will resume to comments ON in my next episode.

PART 1 *PRE IV* ... check in, under bulimic attack, prayer request (thank you!), my doctor on cam explaining why I was getting ill after treatments and how she has adjusted my treatment for 02/06/2010, b3/niacin correction, etc. Note: I took a full bag this time but we did NOT include the b vitamin complex to see if the b3 in it was what was making me sick (it was). The b vitamin complex we have been using contains all b vitamins, 1-6 and 12 so it's a package deal. For my future treatment we will be decreasing the dosage to prevent ill feelings after.It is very important that I keep getting the b complex as it's got everything all rolled into one.

PART 2 & 3: INTENSE DREAM/DIRECT MESSAGE FROM GOD... resulting in panic attack, emotional breakdown, tears and some complex conclusions.Who am I? Ive lived thinking I had such a FIRM GRIP on myself when really the only firm grip was from the world... I am clueless without Christ. We must not base who we are on wordly ways and material things but gain confidence in and through Christ. Your identity and essence of being is not based on the materials of matter but in the HEART of the matter. We could all benefit from striving to be more Christ like. I am currently very commited to letting God melt the image I CREATED back down to clay and ALLOW Him to reshape me into the man He wants me to be.Letting go of and/or remaining abstinent from specifics is very emotionally challenging and confusing. However, I have hope because I am in God's hands and He will guide me as to what's best for me. God knows us better than we know ourselves!

Psalm 139:1-3
1 O LORD, you have searched me and you know me.
2 You know when I sit and when I rise; you perceive my thoughts from afar.

3 You discern my going out and my lying down; you are familiar with all my ways.

Psalm 139:23-24
23 Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts.

24 See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.

If you haven't seen Episode 1 *First Treatment* please follow the first video here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Du9dPCZAg-o

You can find the rest of the videos in my uploaded video section

For more information on Nutrient IV Therapy, my doctor and clinic - visit:
http://www.somaacupuncture.com/intravenous-nutrient-therapy.html

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