.*.~Heli Can't Leave It All Behind ~.*. (read description)

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The world seems not the same,
Though I know nothing has changed.
It's all my state of mind,
I can't leave it all behind.
Have to stand up to be stronger.

Have to try to break free
From the thoughts in my mind.
Use the time that I have,
I can't say goodbye,
Have to make it right.
Have to fight, cause I know
In the end it's worthwhile,
That the pain that I feel slowly fades away.
It will be alright.
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~Story (PLEASE READ)
Heli's dying. She was diagnosed with a brain tumor. The doctor said she "might" live until her early twenties.
Because she has a tumor, it effects a lot of the way her brain functions.
She's more septible to taking things way out of proportion. She can get extremely scared of just small things, that we normally probably wouldnt think twice about. Like:
..............Being alone
..............Heights
..............Loud noises
..............Certain animals
..............Too much quiet
..............Certain tones of voice
..............The dark (also having to do with her past)
..............Losing people

WIth all the work on her mind and eyes when she was younger slowly began to make a tumor form.
This also being what made her partially blind.
She eventually found out she had a brain tumor a few months ago when she went in to get medication for her migranes. They *did* get her meds for her head aches. But they told her there was nothing they could do to cure her tumor.
However, she still get headaches, but they're much more lighter than before and easier to handle.
This was also a lot of the reason why she use to get halucinations and stuff.

Heli woudnt tell anyone, because she didnt want any of them to be worried. Especially Edan or Jess.
Heli tried for a while to figure out a way that she might cure the tumors but nothing she could think of would work. Her last resort was the thought of becoming a vampire and one night asked Jess what would happen if he bit her. Hoping that he might and she would at least get enough poison in her blood to kill any cancer cells. But when he refused she threw that out as an option as well. Until he brought it up again a few nights later and that being when she finally told him about the tumor.

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• oidesireo
• naruto
• rpc
• heli
• jess
• edan
• akiome