Self Forgiveness and Physical Change

Self Forgiveness and Physical Change
(Found this VLOG in an archive disk - made with a vintage handycam and almost vanished.)

Self Forgiveness as Debugging Dishonesties for prepare Self for Real Change.

Let's speak about change. Actual Physical Real change. Because everyone has the knowledge, everyone has all of the information about what should be right but no one is living it, no one is actually practically exploring the living example of the stopping the mind - absolutely, totally - entirelly. And be the actual physical real starting point of the stopping of the mind entirelly, totally.
So this brings up the given tools of self as self as kind of seed of awareness, because the awareness is not just will come from the sky..."ah, I got the awareness in this moment and from now - I am aware and I can turn the mind off" - and it is not like "OK, I sit down and I switch the mind off." -
No. Because the mind is literally became symbiotic within specific situations and within specific situations the man and the mind is like one and the human being is actually not aware enough to simply stop the mind because even it is invisible, it's like a program code what is running in the background and the being is actually experiencing the operating system trough kind of windows systems the actual existence but behind these windows there are specific programmed expressions. The self honesty can reveal the actual program code - and self forgiveness specific dishonesties within this within this code - actually it is a way to kind of debug specific points like the program code is running and if the programmer has problem with the code - he just puts here the debug point and the program runs and at this debug point the program code running just stops for a moment for the programmer to be able to investigate the situation everything arount this point becomes visible and open and the being can see that "oh yes, this is the momentary representation of my mindset and within this specific point the being can be aware of dishonesties, can be aware of the actual participations of separation as thoughts, feelings, emotions and within this moment the debug point is here and the being is just made the self forgiveness point.
For instance:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself fear about how much time would go within this particular video interview just because fearing of I am limiting myself within the fear that I will step over the ten minutes. So within this point I forgive myself that I fear. So when this moment comes - I am aware that here that moment comes and as I am aware of the actual point: I can breath myself trough this point without reacting on the same way as I did.
So I am forgiving myself, I am giving for myself a clean moment, a pure expression and this forgiveness is from a perspective - is more direct, because if I am expressing myself that I am forgiving myself - but in fact I will face with the fact that I didnt forgive practically, because I didnt change, I reacted on the same way - or I really changed.
So the self forgiveness is very practical tool to see that am I really forgiving myself or I just play with the idea of of forgiving myself. And in fact if I am practically not forgiving myself with the specific point what I marked within myself, then I am able to be self honest to being intimated with myself as myself and open myself up that why I didnt change. In fact I wanted, that's why I expressed myself as self forgiveness, but in practical something was not enough. Maybe the self forgiveness point was not exactly specific or was not deep enough to go to the core of the programmed expression. So the self forgiveness as specific as effective.
So that's why self forgiveness is a tool what is here, what is free and is the instant reflection of ourselves. Because if I am real that would mean I am really changing, I am really for giving myself the moment that I am here without any inner dishonesty within mind as thoughts feelings, emotions. And this is who I am, self forgiveness I am and this is what I share as I am as life as all as one as equal because self forgiveness is here. Enjoy,

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[lalijan21]

Good one.

[VlogsBella]

very cool vlog Talamon, thanks man!

[pehtispppp]

Perfect !

thank you

I used to be a computer programmer and this is an excellent detailed explanation.

Self Honesty - Tool to identify the allowed automated process running

Breath - Debug and place a break pont in the program code

Self Forgiveness - Remove the attachment of self as the program