Heart & Mind at War - Could This be Heart-mind? Internal Discomfort

2012-01-11 3rd journal, Mayan day 10 Eagle

Transcript http://www.scribd.com/doc/78179297

Intro:
I write strictly from a sense of discomfort, within tonight. I don't know what it's from. I've been sitting with it for a while, so I think it's time to bring it to the journal and maybe discover what more can be found in heart this way.
Part of this feeling may be that, when I come on things I may want a second opinion on, there just aren't that many who understand me well enough that I can go to them and get their opinion -- and have it be useful. As we all probably know, being understood in today's crazy world is pretty rare.
It would be different if all things spiritual were the focus of the society -- but it isn't, as we know. With the majority lost so firmly in mind, but all thinking they're found, and not asleep -- not mind controlled -- well, that's pretty distant from reality, the way I see it. What help would they be?
So, though it's just not true, one does get to feeling alone at times, and that can be hard. We all have a perfectly good set of spiritual advisers, the only issue with whom is that they're on other dimensions -- and we're not yet competent travelers there. Grrr. Oh well -- back to loving what is, to loving the now-here moment, no matter what it brings. No matter what, that's always the best way -- at least it's my way.
Being understood -- what a rarity. I do get so much from the comment streams that go with my videos, though. I know I have people out there who really do get it, to various levels -- some better than I do. Hey, we're all just where we are, and I like to always remember -- that's perfect. Nothing less.
It's just that sometimes it doesn't feel that way -- perfect. Well, we give it our attention to the extent that makes heart sense...

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[udsayimcrazy]

I heard you say their is no group for this kinda thing. Well I live in Indianapolis and we have a group where channels come to speak to us there. We are a spiritualist group called All my relations. How we would love to have you there to speak sometime. Email me if this is possible Tpoling883@gmail.com

[TheseEyesGod]

@udsayimcrazy

Love your channel name - I can relate ;)

Had to sleep on this one - it being my first such invitation. I am honored and pleased to be welcomed this way. Many thanks.

[lukehard242]

p.s. when I'm not feeling understood I find strength form this some do it yourself artist said and it was something like this:

"it doesn't matter if nobody gets it, because most of the things that turn out the best have a period where nobody understood and how would they cause you are doing something that is "new...just keep it up......if no one ever knows who you are, at least you know who you were".

[TheseEyesGod]

@lukehard242

That's a really good point, as well. We forget, sometimes, and drag our self down to the level of the "herd." The programming is really strong to see self that way. So, thanks for the great reminder.

[lukehard242]

interesting title as I'm feeling a bit restless...noticing it....working through something? anyone?

beyond that. being understood would be nice though sometimes gift to understand others more than need to be understood ourselves...can be a gift.....but i hear you.

good reminder of pulling back from 3d can help us soar, see you again soon :)

[TheseEyesGod]

@lukehard242

Thanks :)

[lukehard242]

@TheseEyesGod You are most welcome, it helps me! I try to keep ego in check and not be martyr about it, it is what it is, may be around me but is not me.

[TheseEyesGod]

@TheseEyesGod

PS I had my upload for tomorrow all ready and waiting, but I changed my mind, and uploading it, now. You may enjoy that one, too. Give it about an hour.

[TheseEyesGod]

@MADGEEKSPANIARD

Replies like this mean the world to me. I wasn't totally comfortable putting this one up there. It didn't seem like it had much to offer - just working thru my stuff. Instead, I find it's been really useful to some, and I'm so grateful. I'm sure you can imagine.

We never really know what will hit a chord with someone. But it seems that somehow, heart knows ;)

PS Couldn't/wouldn't listen to all of that guy's rant. He's a bit of a mess.

[MADGEEKSPANIARD]

Thank you, I've had that inner disconfort for a month now, and today after seeing this (watch?v=l0UyUCyqvGg&feature=g­-all-lik&context=G2e99e95FAAAA­AAAAbAA) I was at an alltime low in my life, but thanks to you I'm better now. THANKS THANKS THANKS