Scarecrow Part 1

This was an extremely difficult video for me to do.

It covers a time when I lost the world as I knew it forever, and when I experienced the worst pain I had ever known up to that time. Sorry about the sound quality, cheap camera.

Part 2 will follow in a few days.

My apologies for breaking the story at probably the worst possible spot.

This is reasonably intense, and not a bit funny, so if you're not in the mood for that sort of thing, check back in a couple of days and I'll have something completely different.

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• mania
• catatonia
• meltdown
• suicide
• bipolar
• disorder
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[Lolaatske]

how do you mean fake?

[freda31]

ok...if you can part '2' i can comment part 2!!! eheheh

i hope letting you convince me doesnt make me a bad friend...i hope not anyway...

:P

Freda

[Hisautumnrain]

I feel so proud of you Cliff for speaking out and up for those whom can't or don't even understand they need help. Bravo! I have added this to my Playlist and will with your permission from time to time add it to me Channel Home Page! Thank you Cliff. You have just again, humbled this simple woman. I wish I could be that brave! ::blows a soft kiss:: His autumnrain, becca @-->----

[Hisautumnrain]

WOW Cliff! I wish I could hug you! ::tender smile:: I will write this post privately because it will be too long. But thank you for posting this up. Someone ... even ONE person that sees that and can identify and feel at least not alone.. you have helped...