Laying next to someone who hasn't woken in for a week now can be so depressing, especially if its the person you love deeply. Everyday I hope that God would let Damon wake up, but everyday my hopes become hopeless. Jenna and Eric have come and visit us everyday and tried to help me get over my depression, but failed. They were released a few days ago, but still come everyday. I was just released yesterday afternoon but I can't stand being away from Damon. Though it pains me to see him in the state he's in, it hurts me even more to be away from him. This wasn't suppose to happen. I clearly remember that no one crashed into us. Better yet there was never a crash in the past. Why did this happen?
Gina:*appears*I can answer that.
Lillian:What the hell? Can you read my mind or something?
Gina:Actually I can but don't ask.
Lillian:Why are you here?
Gina:You asked why this happened so I'm here to answer it.
Lillian:Well then why did this happen? This didn't happen the first time!
Gina:Ok there are two reasons why this happened. The first one is Tanya. She was the one who crashed into to you guys.
Lillian:That bitch! Why?!
Gina:She wants him.*points to Damon*
Lillian:That little slut! Why?1
Gina:Because you have him. Tanya has always wanted to be better than you. If you had a hot boyfriend, she wanted or wants him. You have the cheer captain spot and kicked her out, she wants that back and revenge. You have more friends than her, she wants them all.
Lillian:That little bitch!!!
Gina:But there's another reason remember.
Lillian:And what is it?
Gina:The love you and him have is so strong now that it's throwing your future off course now. The life you had in 2009 is now unknown.
Lillian:What do you mean unknown?
Gina:Having this strong love between you and Damon is starting to change your future. You want to stay faithful to him and that is causing your future to change. None of us know what your future is now.
Lillian:Us?
Gina:The other time faires.
Lillian:How long until you know what my future is?
Gina:We're not sure yet. I have to go now.*about to leave*
Lillian:Wait!
Gina:*turns around*Yeah?
Lillian:One question. How long until he wakes up?
Gina:Soon I promise.*disappears*
When she disappeared, I cuddled closer to Damon. I laid my head on his chest and listened to his heartbeat. After a few second of listening to that wonderful noise, I moved my head to his ear and whispered softly,
Lillian:Damon baby, if you can hear me, please, please, please wake up. I'm all alone and lost without you. I miss you baby and I'm begging you with all the love that I have for you*tears roll down*Please wake up my love.*softly*Please?
The quietness gave me my answer. Damon was not waking up today as he didn't wake up yesterday or the day before or many other days since we've been here. I need him to be awake. I need him here to let me know everything is going to be ok. I need his warm, strong arms wrapped around me. He's my reason for living and now with him not here, I have nothing. I closed my eyes and thought about everything. How much I love him. How much I want to be with him forever. Having his babies. Loving him forever and always. How to get back home.
?:Lilly?
please i need the next one soon as you can
surgarbabe96 2 years ago
on its way just be patient with me
StephCorral93 2 years ago