er-- okay so this is where i make that awkward pause and try to come up with some uber lame explanation about why i quit making videos cold turkey. i wont give the really-cliche-utterly-overused-and-always-untrue-for-everybody-so-we're-all-a-bunch-of-liars-when-we-use-it excuse that "ive just been way too busy" and am trying to "focus on friends family and school" & blablabla. thats never true, so dont believe any bozo on here who tells you so. we always have time, we just dont like to admit it. :) we're teenagers and "busy" in teen-talk means watching the 3 o' clock spongebob and eating the leftover chocolate moose cake. ive never wanted to be anything but truthful with all of you, so the honest truth is that my last video, was indeed my last video (errr, wait, no, not counting this one ;]). video making is just a phase that most of us go through, and as it has for most everyone from my 'generation' of vidders, the sun has set on my phase, and it's passed. it was so much fun though, i so enjoyed it and i revelled in the comments and adored every bit of it but it's just time that i grow up and leave that minute part of me behind. its really not dramatic or anything, i just dont like it anymore. my "time" is spent going at war with the damn stick-happy lock on my locker (my HIGH SCHOOL locker, i might add) and indulging in the gorgeous photography on deviantart and pining away for the boy who works at the bookshop & writing (a LOT.....OH so much writing!!!) and watching the golden girls with my mother. video making could so easily and definitely be squeezed in, but i just dont want to. thats the major barrier here. i hope all my subbers understand and i do truly adore you darlings for such support and encouragement. thus, i take my final bow of the youtube world, and really desire you'll all remember me . luv u darlings. and it's been fun.
--much love
-roya
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and for those of you who are scratching your heads wondering what the hell this girl is talking about--in other words if you just came to see my sam/grace input, here's the descrip meant for you:
gaspard ulliel! eliza bennett! gahhhh they're such sox-knocker-offers, or at least they would be, if cast as sam and grace. shiver the movie ftw.
:)
really??? in ⓛⓞⓥⓔ with the ;book (shiver) :) their storyline is just "unique" in many ways and can't wait, to have it on the huge screen, thats just how I picture (Sam!!!) who is that actor? and (Eliza Bennett) agree just perfect for (Grace) how far are u on the series, Im just about finished (shiver)
SMEXYLautnerx 1 year ago 3
@SMEXYLautnerx the actor is gaspard ulliel, isnt he just yummy?? lol and he's FRENCH. smexxi. :) and doesnt he just have that perfect Sam-mop-top look? if he's not cast i doubt i'll even see the movie. i'm onto linger right now, but i JUST started, so im like on chapter two or something.
RoyaRox1128 1 year ago