2010 I walk with Desteni as this is the Journey to Self as One & Equal

I had studied most religions, read many different books about who we are and how were supposed to evolve, I was involved in 'Spirituality' and ascension schools,
searching for the ultimate truth, the ultimate answer to this world out of which I could make no sense.
There must be something more to it, I was telling myself. I wanted to understand. I wanted to change the world.
I wanted to become a better person.
There was a time when I did not question the implication of belonging to a select few that would apparently change the world. I wanted to be special.
Yet with the time and with no actual answers - I began to wonder, and I asked myself:
Why is it that although so many apparent masters are on earth, sharing their teachings and prayers, nothing has actually ever changed in this world?
Why is it that children are being raped, innocent people abused and murdered?
Why is it that spitefulness and manipulation has become the very nature of our being, starting from a very young age within our own families?
How can self-interest be more valued than life itself?
Why is it that half of the world is starving when there is more than enough food for everyone on earth?
How can God exist and allow this to take place?
Why isnt anyone really doing anything substantial about it all, and what can I possibly do?
And how come I am not even able to live in trust within my own family?
How come nobody is listening to anyone but themselves?
How come we live by beliefs which we havent even proven to ourselves, yet we fight and kill in the name of our beliefs?

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[metazoam]

Thank you for your support Bella, this is the journey we are all taking at the moment, anyone anywhere can be part of this collective journey by applying the tool of self-forgiveness. Standing up for life and for a world where all can exist equally - must be, and has to be our only path into the future. Join us and break free!

[Penny6028]

Soy nueva en este espacio, pero la historia que cuenta esta chica....parece mi propia historia.....según me parece en Desteni...estarían las respuestas...a casi todo...pues aún me falta seguir mirando videos...para poder asimilar y opinar...en los foros..

[babylonIZfallin]

thanks

[WeiWuHere]

Thank you sharing.

[BellaBargilly]

it is our acceptances and allowances that 'make us what we are' - thus it is through our own permission - submission.

the question is, are we gonna allow this accepted limitation to define this existence of separation and abuse, just because 'we are doing okay', 'we are coping', 'we are surviving'...?

we are responsible for Everything in this world - and we suggest taking Responsibility and find practical ways so that All may start Living - instead of 'surviving'.

more discussions on forum.

[SimulacronX]

@BellaBargilly Yep, I agree, and it's a problem. But in my view, they make us what we are. It is the brain. The brain just interpretes electric signals. Oh well...

[BellaBargilly]

the problem with patterns is that they repeat automatically.

the problem is that we exist AS patterns. thus it's not 'good' or 'bad' because both 'need' the other to exist.

everybody is trapped in their patterns, yet defend them as if it's all we are - we define ourselves by the patterns we exist as, not seeing that we're defending our limitation.

who can say they're not being thrown up and down, round and around by their emotions, feelings, thoughts? THAT is the problem.

[MrTHRIVE5]

Thank you, Beautiful

[SimulacronX]

@BellaBargilly How can we know the "right" or "wrong" patterns? How do you define them?

[BellaBargilly]

SimulacronX

so are you saying You Can't See your mind and investigate the patterns you've been taught to act-out on?