perfect victim... but in my heart of hearts there is a person who would delight in someone who found me so irresistable that they forced themselves on me. does that make me so messed up? is that just ego? neediness? I hate that. need is weakness.
As usual, your insight moves me to tears. Yes. I feel similarly. Been there more than once. I think you have identified some key issues here. It's so hard to process these truths. Anyway... You are heard, precious one. Xoxox!
Totally know what you mean, and if it werent a difficult topic then there would be something wrong and anything rape/abuse/molest is wrong and needs to be stopped :) xx
A few hours have passed since I first watched this painful video. It drugged up an area that I ask for your or other viewers feedback. You know my history of being an incest (by mother) survivor who also was anorexic-bulimic. Negatively, this has left scars on me. Positively, it has made me ultra-compassionate toward any other like sufferers. MY QUESTION,,, should a man or woman who knows they have the possibility of harming their child thru ED or predator issues NOT have children???
Yes, I agree Pixie. The possibility of being re-victimized is always just around the corner. Perhaps to the extent that it is familiar a person subconsciously falls into the situation only because it IS familiar.,, (comfortable?) But at the same time, I think there must be a sense of rebellion against it happening again. Thus there is always a certain uneasiness in relationships. Like,,, I want to be healthy, help my un-healthy, conflict. Is it like that? x0x - Tom
perfect victim... but in my heart of hearts there is a person who would delight in someone who found me so irresistable that they forced themselves on me. does that make me so messed up? is that just ego? neediness? I hate that. need is weakness.
6lenin66 3 days ago in playlist Uploaded videos
i love you!<3 But you keep macking me CRY!:(<3<3<3<3<3
Watisagoodusername 6 months ago
thanks for this, your such a beautiful and strong person <3
justwanabebeautiful 11 months ago
As usual, your insight moves me to tears. Yes. I feel similarly. Been there more than once. I think you have identified some key issues here. It's so hard to process these truths. Anyway... You are heard, precious one. Xoxox!
AnaGirlEmpath 11 months ago
You described me, spot on,xxx
Ilovebobbetty 11 months ago
Totally know what you mean, and if it werent a difficult topic then there would be something wrong and anything rape/abuse/molest is wrong and needs to be stopped :) xx
MsScarredSoul 11 months ago
A few hours have passed since I first watched this painful video. It drugged up an area that I ask for your or other viewers feedback. You know my history of being an incest (by mother) survivor who also was anorexic-bulimic. Negatively, this has left scars on me. Positively, it has made me ultra-compassionate toward any other like sufferers. MY QUESTION,,, should a man or woman who knows they have the possibility of harming their child thru ED or predator issues NOT have children???
tommax26 11 months ago
Yes, I agree Pixie. The possibility of being re-victimized is always just around the corner. Perhaps to the extent that it is familiar a person subconsciously falls into the situation only because it IS familiar.,, (comfortable?) But at the same time, I think there must be a sense of rebellion against it happening again. Thus there is always a certain uneasiness in relationships. Like,,, I want to be healthy, help my un-healthy, conflict. Is it like that? x0x - Tom
tommax26 11 months ago