"In loving memory of
Suellen Domingues Zaupa RIP"
Written by MC AnzaK
Produced by The Big Skip
Recorded and mixed in Hip-Hop Army Studios Sydney, Australia 2010
Filmed in Queenstown, New Zealand 2010
Edited in Hip-Hop Army Studios Sydney,
Australia 2010
Off the forthcoming album "Lest We Forget"
Lyrics (meaning in brackets)
N stuff you Sue for what you didnt do (I am angry)
You didnt become what yo ourt a to (You had so much potential in your life)
And why ow why did you have to die (Why did you have to die)
I regert what I said en thats no lie (I said some rude disrespectfull shit just before you died)
An apoligy calls sno good at all (I called you only once after)
An SMS and or a phone all (and sent one sms... I think)
I missed my chance to apologise (I didnt get to say I am sorry)
The gulit eatin me inside (I wish I did)
21 years old... 21 years old (Your so young)
Your so god damb young a life a so gold ((and a beautiful life)
Nobody knows what we went through(we went through stuff only we know)
Just me an you... 3 years into ( I was with you for three years)
The best girlfriend that I ever had (This is true)
You made me happy you made a me sad ( so many emotions we felt)
You made me love like I never do ( I rarely show love)
But now your gone I do miss you (but now your gone and I am angry)
I'm sick of this death surroundrounding me ( everybody is dieing in my life lately)
sick of my breath impoundpounding on me (I am sick of meaningless crap. TVs DVDs ets)
sick of the fact that I'm sick of it all(I am over being over it)
sick of the pain I carnt take no more ( I am over people dieing)
I once told you we were in Manly (I told you on the corso)
That God didnt give a crap about me (this is what I said)
You said dont say that now bite ya lip a ( You told me... Julz dont say that)
But if God was listning would he give a shit ( Maybe god was lisnning)
Yo I doe know doe know anything ( I donk know)
But I know you died before you could bring ( But I know you died to early)
What you could give into the world (You had not reached your potentialin life)
N now my guts are have turned n soiled (I feel sck in my stomach)
This songs for you.. your not with me ( I write but you are not here now)
You always were there forah me ( when my dad died you comfprted me)
Was I for you?.. I dont think so ( but was I there for you when you need me..no)
I'm so sorry Sue I guess we'll never know (I am sorry... I wish/hope I was)
I'm so alone got no-bo-dy (I am single and alone)
My life'sa emotional mess a daily ( My life sucks)
Paint on a smile my little white lie ( I pretend my life doesnt suck)
Try to be composed then you go n die ( I am trying to hold myself together)
It kills me yes it ticks me off ( It makes me angry)
We were ahappy I wish it took off ( we were together but it just didnt work)
To a better place and time ( I wish it did work)
N I'd be here sittin singin a different rhyme (so I would be writing a beautif poem 4 You)
I'm always moping my way along ( I'm not. I am winging)
To the words to your Goodmorning song (I wrote the Goodg Holly song about u)
I wrote it for you see thats how I felt (Thats how I felt.. you loved the song)
I wrote if for you n look what the cards delt( and look wht ahppendd)
I know it's not fair, thats how life goes ( Its not fair)
But I wish I got to apoligise for my flows ( I wish I could have said sorry)
But I'll never get a chance to tell you now (I will never be able to tell you)
So I carry this burden ... I dont know how ( I have to carry it till I die)
( but you are at peace. And I have to let you go)
why must i cry
febuse 1 year ago
@febuse because you were febused as a kid! ha ha
TheMCAnzaK 1 year ago
@febuse ha
TheMCAnzaK 1 year ago
@rsgmusikdan no appreciated mate, so are you saying that the vocals are too low? I recon they are high if anything! The beat is sick ay!
TheMCAnzaK 1 year ago
No offence but you really need to speak louder and use more expression. Nice beat though.
rsgmusikdan 1 year ago
@rsgmusikdan no appreciated mate, so are you saying that the vocals are too low? I recon they are high if anything! The beat is sick ay!
TheMCAnzaK 1 year ago