Paranoid Personality Disorder

This is a video to help people understand how bad it is living with paranoid personality disorder.
I hope it is beneficial to some of you.

oh and if you know anyone having a party... this is my real work www.stevedela.com (this doesn't affect my performing at all!) :p

Category:

Education

Tags:

• Mental Illness
• Paranoid
• PPD
• Mental Health

[ActsofGoths10]

Hey Steve...how are you doing? I totally love this video and i thank you for it. Coming froma Mexican household they don't understand this disorder i have. This video helped them understand. I am VERY paranoid of people and specificly men. I have an intense fear of opening up and sharing my entire being with men. Your two example at the end were accurate to what i go through. Thank you thank you thank you for bringing awareness to this. I was beginning to think i was crazy and the only one.

[stevietrixta]

@ActsofGoths10 Heya, I am doing good. Actually got engaged now. Found someone that totally understands :D Still find it hard to trust and need to know where they are all the time, but this has felt the easiest.

I am glad my video has helped you a tiny bit.

Hugs

Steve x

[14Srb88]

I think I have this. But I think people who are affected by this can consciously counter fight this way of thinking,and just stop it. I am now trying to think positive,and not doubt so much in my gf. Its just wrong pattern of thinking,you can correct it yourself,or else it may harm your personal life quite a lot. Good luck.

[REDBEARD885]

My fiend, your not only, trust me.

[agenthelios1]

I have most "symptoms" but I dont think of it as a "disorder" its more like reality. I cant count how many times my gut and "paranoia" told me someone was trying to screw me...everyone else would have said I had this disorder.

Turns out they were trying to screw me. These "symptoms" you list dont come from out of nowhere, they are born in reality and then you use those experiences to judge future experiences, nothing worng with that. Better safe than sorry.

[gris7501]

@Gneuhhh My heart goes for you, my mom has the disorder too..and the best thing is to set boundaries with a lot of love and treat them with dignity..no one else does..but we do know because we care..

[Kyjo34]

Holds everything in. Looks after own welfare. So focused on self that gossip about other's doesn't even seem to matter. Feels like a misfit yet strikes out if angered. Thinks everyone is looking at them. Holds a grudge and doesn't seem to need much human contact. This person takes their job or tasks very serious and they freak out very easily. Can anyone tell me what is wrong with this person? Been like this all their life but getting worse.

[Kyjo34]

I know someone that is kind of like that. This person I know argues even when you are not arguing back, says some of the meanest things and then apologizes later yet will do it again and again and never stops. This person has lack of care for others, takes everything serious, hard to make a decision, gets mad at the drop of a hat and will tear you apart. Does not sugar coat anything. Reacts without thinking. Does things and blames them on other's. Can't handle being wrong.

[dan0017]

Just found out that I have this... I'm devastated, I don't know what's real and what's not anymore. For a long time I just thought I was clever and was good at catching people out and working out their deceptions... now I realise it was the PPD talking. Thankyou for making this video, hopefully I can use it to help people understand what's wrong with me, because so far it seems like they can't grasp the severity of it.

[seeking911]

Oh man, I think the guy that I'm talking to is doing the same thing. Every time I don't reply in a certain amount of time, he'll ask who else I'm talking to and I'm like wth? It's getting to the point where he thinks that I'm everybody on here. It's annoying and makes me not want to talk to him. My grandmother has paranoia but it's different. She thinks everyone is stealing her stuff and she locks everything up. But my boyfriend is different. He thinks I'm cheating all the time. It breaks my <3

[creamiercorn]

Hey man, i suffer from this aswell, But i think i kinow the reason for my behavior. My mother was a liar, a cheater, and just about everything else. So, because i grew up around that my whole life, i tend to bring that into my realationship. its sucks man i know and im glad that i have found someone that can accept me for me. Keep your head up. God will find the perfect someone for you if he dosent help you change first!! :)

[karatekla]

Steve, the fact you are aware of your problem is fantastic! Know your 'enemy' to be able to fight it :-) You made this video in 2009, so I think you do feel better by now. In my family I've a person who thinks to be the only normal person between monsters with only very bad intentions (I'm one of those) so for that person I can't see a solution. My family is suffering a lot by it. My parents always agreed in all she says because they are afraid of her aggressive reactions & to hurt her feelings.

[mariafromsa]

Great Job Steve..... Congratulations on the Engagement! May you both be Blessed always!!