Couldn't Somebody Have Dreamt Up A Goddamn Beach? (original)

lyrics:

45 Advils and I swallowed them all
I don't know what happened, I was so close to falling
into eternal despair
felt like I was dying, realized I'd been lying my whole life

realized that I wanted a chance
"I wanna die, I wanna die,"
well how can you give a shit?
since you've never been close
to heaven or hell, purgatory, you'd never get out
you'd never get out
does that ring a bell?
you'd never get out

I just wanna live, I just wanna live
why did I do that?
I just wanna live, I just wanna live
why did I do that?

I'm intoxicated and running a fuse
I wonder how long it'll be 'til I'm on the news
I almost dropped to the ground
I wonder if they'll wonder why I decided to do this and how

then I woke up from my dream
astonished, astounded, I guess you'd say I was relieved
there were my skin and my bones!
how did I not realize this whole time I was at home?
I was at home
now I'm alone
but I feel at home

I just wanna live, I just wanna live
why did I do that?
I just wanna live, I just wanna live
why did I do that?

I just wanna live, I just wanna live
why did I do that?
I just wanna live, I just wanna live
why did I do that?

Category:

Music

Tags:

• original song
• acoustic song
• unisgned artist

[MarsellusWallace]

You mustn't be afraid to dream a little bigger darling.

[BlakesNo1]

@MarsellusWallace hahaha, someone got it!

[xFramework]

This is a great video! Keep going lady!

[personifyreality]

the way you itch your face at 3:49 is very kelly-like

but it sounds really nice!!

i like "I'm intoxicated and running a fuse I wonder how long it'll be 'til I'm on the news"

[Chonch95]

You're great! I love the lyrics and the piano.