I Don't Want To Lose You Chapter 2 part 1

I cry and cry and cry and cry. I can't believe that my parents divorced. And neither of them wanted us, they just LEFT. One minute, we're all walking to my house, the next I'm on the floor crawled into a ball bawling my eyes out.

"shh, Selena it'll be okay." Hilary says, rubbing my back, trying to comfort me. I'd like to say 'it's nothing! I'm fine! Let's go get some pizza.' but no. I can't say anything. The more I think about it, the more it hurts.

Emily skips down the stairs. "Okay I gots- SISSY WHAT HAPPENED?!" She cries running to my side. I cry harder. I didn't think about what to tell little Emily.

"Emily sweetie...you're parents got divorced." Hilary says quietly. Emily makes a confused face.

"What does that mean?"

"They split up. They left each other. And they left you." She says. Emily's eyes get wide. I think she's about to start crying, but the little trooper just looks at the ground. I figure this must hurt her in the inside and pull her into a hug.

We sit here for what felt like forever me, Hilary, and Emily, all of us crying in my kitchen. Finally, when we had thought we cried our eyes out, we left my house, and went to Hilary's.

"Oh my goodness you're kidding!" Mrs. Duff exclaims after I told her my story.

"N-no Mrs. Duff. They're really gone." I say quietly.

"Oh my goodness Selena!" She pulls me into a strong, warm hug. "You can stay here as long as you like okay?"

"Mrs. Duff pl-"

"No no no! No way am I letting the Child Protection take you someplace far off! You're better staying her with us." I thought about it. I didn't want to bother the Duffs. They must have had their hands full with Hilary. But I didn't want to drag Emily through this.

"Okay. Thank you Mrs. Duff." I say. She smiles at me and gives me another hug. I head upstairs with Hilary to do our homework and Emily stays down to help cook.

"Okay so..." Hilary says getting out her text book.

I sigh and look out her window. Everybody is eating their dinner, doing last minute homework, and cuddling up together on their Sunday evening. I'm sitting here at my best friend's house while my parents are off who knows where doing who knows what, probably not carring for us at all.

"Selena? You okay?" Hilary asks waving her hand in my face.

"Huh? Yeah." She puts her book down.

"Sel, I'm really sorry."

"It's fine Hil."

"Selena, I know you. I know you just don't want to make me feel bad."

"It's fine Hil, they never cared for us anyways. It won't be much different without them." I say with more confidence then I feel. She sighs.

"Come on lets go get dinner."

*the next morning*

I open my eyes the next morning and wince in pain. My eyes hurt from crying last night. I look in the mirror and see that their blood shot. I blink rapidly trying to get them to go back to red.

I pull on some clothes and walk down the stairs.

"Selena you're up?" Mrs. Duff says suprised.

"Um...it's Monday right?" I say looking around.

"Well yes, but I thought you'd want to stay home today with Emily."

"Emily's staying home?"

"Yes...since you...and her...well I...you know..." She stutters trying to think of the right words.

"Right sorry. No I'm fine going to school." I say picking up my backpack.

"You just want to see Nick!" Hilary says from behind me. I blush and hit her playfully.

"That is so not true!" She raises an eyebrow at me. "What?" I say inocently. We laugh and I sip some orange juice.

"So...you girls talking about Nick Jonas?" Hilary's mom asks, smiling.

"How do you know him!?" I ask suprised.

"Oh I need to know all the boys around with this girl here." She says pointing to Hilary. She smiles.

"Hey I'm a girl I can't help it!" Hilary protests.

"Okay girls! Time to get to school." Mrs. Duff says.

"Okay. Tell Emily I said bye." I call as I walk out the door.

"Let's go see your boyfriend!" Hilary calls.

"He's not my boyfriend!" I laugh.

"You wish he was!"

"Oh shut up Hilary!" We laugh and walk to school.
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Eh...I can't think of questions. Ha. Sorry if the stories a little...bad. I wrote it at 11:00 okay? lol.

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aww poor selena

great eppy