Makes us Nobel
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Uploaded by Horsesdontlie on Dec 7, 2011
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Jake is my hero, he keeps me honest, strong and nobel. I feel so cheesy saying stuff like this, but it is how I feel. He is such a pain in my ass at times. He isn't easy, and never will be. He doesn't accept my mistakes, but he does forgive them. He makes me want to change, to improve to become a better person...a better rider. I am content just to reach for our little goals, I don't need to reach the stars, cause I have no doubt he would try for me...Instead I am just happy with the way things are, with our little steps.
There is a lot going on in my life, and I'm so closed off to my emotions. I turned them off a year or so ago and can't figure out how to turn them back on. I no longer feel sad, afraid or stressed, but I also don't feel happy or joy. Right now, I should be scared. Some stuff thats going on I should be feeling strongly for, but I feel like I can't. So many people rely on me to stay strong, god I'm trying...but at what expense? I'm tired of living this dull, grey feeling life. I want to live, to hurt to feel.
I'm just frightened to feel...I guess thats the only feeling I have. I'm afraid to let go of this bubble that I'm relying on.
The only place I'm happy is with Jake, I also feel frustration and anger, but also bliss and peace. Why can't I feel that everywhere? My friends and family deserve my happiness just the same...they may not need my fear right now. But I can't do one without the other...
I just don't know what to do...
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All I can say is WOW. I just love you two. :)
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wonderful :D
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Wow *_____* I love it (:
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aww this is beautiful and that description was so cute (the beginning) and I am so sorry about the other bit wish I had something to say but... :/
CrazyForLucky 3 months ago
@CrazyForLucky Its, alright there really isn't anything to say, just me venting.
Horsesdontlie 3 months ago
I love his markings. Very unique.
sgracebr 3 months ago
@sgracebr Thank you very much. =)
Horsesdontlie 3 months ago