My 2nd video, this time is about some difficulties of having Social Anxiety. I made all the writings, and did my best to capture it. And yep,.. still have no guts 2 show my face. I hope someday I can show my face in the video without having fear anymore.
I kinda know what your going through :(
Ever since I was young I could never make friends and I would always Isolate myself from the rest of my peers during school. Growing up any kids I hung around with didn't stay with me for long and I ended up getting slagged for being quiet, boring, I just wasn't a fun person to hang around with. Right now Im in my early 20's and still carry these difficulties. I have no job cause I find it hard to deal with ppl and right now I suffer from depression.
Davy2612 4 months ago
your awsome!! thank you!!
TootsleTurtle 2 years ago
Unfortunately my net won't allow me to watch your entire vid. Even though I didn't grow up in South East Asia I can relate to what your saying alot. I only discovered I had SA a couple years back, and by that time I was already living here. I was thinking we should each make a vid asking for sa people in our Country to contact us so we can arrange some kind of meeting or support group...
Ramookee 2 years ago
Hi, nice video.
LonelyKUBA 2 years ago
And if one of your countrymen finds one of your videos, it is probably because the person have social anxiety himself...
BluesyMagus 2 years ago
I think it is unlikely that anybody you know will find these videos. - I just checked my Insight. only 1 out of about 3000 who have watched my Videos come from Indonesia - and then you have to take into account all the millions who lives in your country - so the risk of getting "caught" is about zero % I think
(I don't have any videos on my channel right in the moment)
BluesyMagus 2 years ago
Hey, nice job with the video!
I don't know much about Indonesia, but I think those Negative assumptions you have about what other people think about you might be created from out of your anxiety - I have seen many people here on YouTube who express the same fear (living in other countries) and I also feel it myself to some extend.
BluesyMagus 2 years ago
Thanks for your post on my pinboard, so that I could find your video.
It's really good, you've done a great first step. I don't think that anyone of your acquaintances will find this video, normally you don't search about such special topics.
Look forward, stay strong, you've done a step into the right direction, away from the anxiety.
icefresh89 2 years ago
The chances of them finding your videos are slim. Why would they be looking at SA vids in the first place. SA has pretty much ruined me as well. Glad you started making video man. Stay strong and stay chill.
ClockworkSublime 2 years ago
Good video. I'm scared that someone i know will find my channel. I guess when you try to do something good for yourself the bad stuff creeps up as well. I hope you will be able to show your face soon. :D
SicilianThunderbolt 2 years ago