Untitled-Chapter 7(Beneath The Surface)

Bobby runs back to the car from 7/11. And hands me a hot mocha coffee with a side of suprise of skittles. I smiled, He said your welcome in return. He knows me so well; but he doesn't know everything else beneath the surface.

((At the Park 1:12))
We drove into the parking lot, at a stop he twisted around and drew a blanket from the backseat. Then stepped out to open the back of the trunk of his pick-up truck and laid it out there. I peeped out of the mini backseat window. "Join?", he offered.
Now that were laying side by side I look up into the sky and there's a view of shiny diamond-like stars. I haven't seen so many of these stars glimmering in such a long time. Maybe its because of the weather or maybe it's because I'm not outside at night that often. Bobby has his right arm around his neck and the other laid on his stomach. He closes his eyes and breathes in the fresh air , takes in the morning dew on the grass. The park brings back so many memories, the ones that make me smile. Speaking of smiling which I'm doing right now, I see Bobby looking at me. "What?", I say. "I daze off and daydream heaps so I think you should've been used to it by now" He laughs. "Right, Right. When don't I see you dazing off and not give you a confused look right after." I gave off a smirk."Pfft. Well I don't want to be feeling like the crazy woman here." He turns his head. "I don't think you'll be breaking that chain anytime soon", he said joking. "Ha Ha very funny.", I slap him playfully. "So...." I wait for him to finish. "So?", I ask. "What was that about...what did you dream about that made you cry?" Oh no..I knew it would come to this, I had to tell him my past sooner or later. I had no trouble in trusting him, I mean seriously I trust him. I just don't think he'll be ready for this. I don't want him to think I'm too much of a handful for him. Or freak him out...but insecurity is taking over me right now.
So I began with...
A sigh. Bobby wraps his left hand around my hands that crumbled into a fist. "I'm here with open ears, if it's too hard for you..... Cry I'm here with open arms. I just don't want you to be bundled up with all these things. You need someone to talk to..I'm here. I'm worried for you Rose please help me out here." Insecurity. It's vanished & I think talking about this will really help me so I close my eyes and spoke.
"My dad used to hit my mom...It was a terrible thing to live with. Those nights bottle after bottle; yelling tears and sweat. He couldn't stop it came to the point where I started to think he did it for pleasure. In his eyes it looked like he enjoyed it. Those were the nights when beauty and the beast turned in the wrong direction. I came home from camp and dad held me in a tight embrace. Said mom was gone...mom was gone. I didn't beleive him until I walked into the living room seeing my relatives mourning in black. I ran to the church started dragging my knees across the floor in the middle of the aisle. Praying that daddy was telling a lie. Everyone told me he wasn't. Home didn't feel so much like home.....when she was gone. Now that Daddy didn't have mom to hit.........." I stopped there because images came across my mind, horrible images. I held in an overwellming tear and continued. "It passed down to me....", I failed I broke down right there. " When you look at it...... doesn't it wind up like that in the end..?" "Well..I can't say much because my parents never you know....", bobby replied and held me while I hugged him back. "It's okay it won't offend me or make me feel distressed." Bobby put his head on my shoulder and held me tighter. "Look if anything deleterious happens promise me that you'll defend yourself or speak out. Better yet come to me and I'll do something about it. The last thing I want him to do is damage your brain; there are so many possibilties that can result into horendous injuries. I will kill him I swear! If he tries to do anything again! Fear that something will happen to yourself, don't fear him just because he'll abuse you, he believes all the things you have done could control you the next." Now that I've said what I needed to say even though it isn't everything. I feel better, refreshed a bit. Especially now that I know that Bobby will be there when I'm at my worse. I'm glad that this talk happened. I'm smiling because tonight I feel good. Until I saw a glimmering light. I think my night was about to be crashed again. The beast has come to hunt me down once more.
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[justlovehim1]

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[crazycutiie]

OMG ; i hate how when i read your stories and it feels like im actually in the situation . IT IS SO AMAZINGLY AMAZING :) you need to be an author .

whenever i see a new chapter of one of your stories in my subscriptions , i get so excited =) your writing makes me want to actually read . which is not normal cuz usually i hate reading =)

anyways , what im tryna say is ;

KEEP UP THE GREAT WORK =D

and i can't wait for more nemi and this one =)

[JBandDemifan4evr]

OH GOD.

Im tearing up right now ='(

just when Rose started talking

about what happened ughh her dad

needs some help.

=OOOOO her dad!