My story on borderline personality disorder.
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wow it is such a good feeling to see im not alone in this darkness..
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This video made me cry so hard... I know exactly how you feel, and I'm hesitant to say this but in a way it made me feel better to know that someone understands....
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Wonderful. Just take one day at a time. I am so grateful for my husband who has stayed with me thru some very difficult times. I am both bipolar and bpd. I wish this on no one as too often I wish to end my life as it can be unbearable thank God for YouTube Talk therapy is ultimately essential. some days I talk to a mirror which is so helpful to force me to See me from outside myself ( hopefully that makes sense) say all that shit out loud eventually you may find yourself laughing at the craz
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I'm about to start a relationship a BPD. It's not been long but so far she has been pretty consistent. She has by far the most disturbing life story of anyone I have met. I mean this chick has had some wild stuff done to her and has done crazy shit herself. I am just bracing myself for the symptoms. So please, someone tell me, how absolutely fucked am I about to be?
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i have BPD. its a living hell but i'm trying to get through each day slowly. i've had this disorder for a while but was recently diagnosed. i know how u feel. i feel like giving up some of the time. but i keep going because i don't want to hurt the ppl i love. their is hope. please keep going because you will get better. my case is severe but im still here because i feel like i need to help ppl in need. but you will fight this just like i am.
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if anyone needs someone to talk to, i'm here. i will listen. i know how you feel. you can trust me with anything. i promise. you can message me, or just comment on my comment, and i will message you my number.
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It was panic disorder, clinical depression, PTSD, physical ailments without end! I was the life of life's party; now I isolate. Yesterday I was diagnosed with BPD. I cry with you and like you I feel that I've been here long enough. Therapy does not sound promising but I WILL try for the sake of my Grandson!
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I'm am so proud of you. I love this video.
You are healing. You are finding your tremendous self worth.
And one day you will humbly own the fact that you are a diamond.
And you need no-one to remind you. You'll know it. Own it.
"Shine on you crazy diamond....." Pink Floyd.
xox
Sha-Ron
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thank you for sharing, I have been trying to understand why my friend is happy one minute and so angry the next, I have been observing him for sometime now and he shows almost 100% symptoms of bpd, I pray for him always I was about to give up the friendship but now I have decided to be there for him. I really care about him and I weep for him. God Bless you all.
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thankyou for sharing. we are not alone, there are many of us living the nightmare that is BPD. I am on my journey to recovery after being wrongly diagnosed with clinical depression over 26 yrs ago, i can finally see a glimpse of light, that i may one day know what HAPPY is, and find out WHO I AM. peace to you <3
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Thank you for this well done video. It is re-assuring that you are not alone and there is a light at the end of the tunnel. So hard to believe you can come out the otherside. Just waiting for that day to come.
This is an amazing and beautiful video. It moved me and all the images of the crying child, the pain goes deep but there is healing. I had the condition for a long time and it took recovery from addiction, therapy, lots of struggle and reading to heal and understand. To all who suffer, dont give up hope. There is help. Thanks for your courage in takng the risk to express how it feels. I pray you learn to love that child, she lives in you and is very beautiful.
backfromthedarkalive 1 year ago 3
@backfromthedarkalive Thanku for your encouraging words it gives me more hope. thankyou
imnotlikeyou87 1 year ago
how do you get help?
micckkyyyy 1 year ago
@micckkyyyy Through therapy. Do you live in australia?
imnotlikeyou87 1 year ago
I was diagnosed wiht BPD 3 yrs ago, and immediately I quit going to counseling... But Im always mad. I am always angry an half the time never know why... I hate it
adurfa 1 year ago
@adurfa I also have issues with anger like somedays Iam so angry and get scared because I have no idea why Iam. I show alot of anger to cover other emotions.I have been taught through therapy to get out of the situation thats making me angry even if its just for 10mins just to give yourself a break. Like I will put my ipod on high to block the world out so I can reset my mind. I really recommend therapy because I have come a very long way with it but I also understand its not for every1 goodluck
imnotlikeyou87 1 year ago