RIP Mojo - I will always love you ♥

This has to be the most heart wrenching, worst, devastating, traumatic expirience i've ever had to live through. Although that sounds dramatic its true. This pony was my life they say "why do you live?" "because I have somthing worth living for" He was my reason. He was my best friend, motivation, life. I could make a list. It has taken me a week to be able to see video clips of him and it has been extreemly painful. This has been a complete new emotion to me. I've lost pets but with him it was different ask anyone who knows me personally and they will tell you i've ALWAYS said Mojos my favorite thing in the world, i love nothing more he means as much to me as my family he's my baby. I always said he meant way more to me than Lexi or any other pet (Although I love my Lexi to bits) But he was on a whole new level he had somthing about him.
I'm getting a braclet with him tail in it made and i'm going to wear it everytime i compete so its as if he's with me and i'm doing it for him. Because i am. After i lost him for the first time in my life i just didn't want to ride, groom or do anything with horses and riding is my number one favorite thing too do never crossed my mind to give up or anyhing but after i lost him I just didn't want to. I hated Lexi for the first four days after it happend I have no idea why but i just did as pathetic as it sounds. only these last few days have i been able to love her again, which i do. She's helped me accept he's gone and my bond with her has got stronger.

Mojo has never been lame in his life however my mums horse was put down in december and in january he went extreemly lame with lamintis. was on box rest until tuesday last week ( the day he was put down) His pedal bone made a full rotation and he couldn't even stand on it was holding it up the whole time the vet advised us to put him down as soon as possible because he was in serious agony. My parents were on holiday and it was horriable i've never cried so much in a day. The vet came i gave him a huuuggeeee hug and my brother had too drive me away from the farm all together i was a mess. I couldn't stay for the putting down process he would of been so heavily sedated he wouldn't know iwas there anyway but i couldn't stay i was in too much of a state. I love this pony to bits he will ALWAYS be my number one i now ride for him. He was that one special horse you get in a lifetime for me and I hope he's out of pain and in ease in heaven and we will one day meet again.

"Don't cry because its over, smile because it happend"

Also i know i haven't been on youtube much thats why i haven't been commenting on videos etc. But its because of that linking of the google accounts. And only thses last few days i accessed got so many videos too watch! Thats my reason. Thought i owed it too him to make a video tribute so made new email to connect accounts.

UPDATE - I wrote this descrition last time i was trying too upload it, it hasn't been co-operating however fingurs crossed now. it was the 22nd it happend.

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[LottieEllenMilner]

RIP Mojo, so sorry for your loss, i know how it feels and i hope you are ok <3 He will always be with you and he is very happy now and out of pain, watching down on you and lexi, he will always be your little angel xxx

[Luzbuzfuz]

@LottieEllenMilner Thank you so much, had a day where i just missed him.. a lot. My amazing boy, still my number one xxxx

[Luzbuzfuz]

Had a day where i'd kill to see him. I miss this pony so much, nothings ever fair i guess

[pepperbabii227]

i am so sorry for your loss, I'm sure if he knew that you helped him as much as you did he couldn't love you enough. "You wont forget about him and he won't forget about you" <3 xoxox

[Luzbuzfuz]

@pepperbabii227 Thank you <3

[MadForMac29]

im so sorry to hear this bad news about the lovely mojo :( just so you know, you and mojo were (and will always be) the pair who inspired me to make my own youtube account, he will never be forgotten. He is such an amazing horse with the scope and ability to prove it and the bond you two have is incredible! again, i say "have" and "is" because, like xKSEventingx said, he will remain in you :) keep your chin up, hes proud of you xx

[Luzbuzfuz]

@MadForMac29 Lovely comment, thank you so much. This really means something to me. Thank you :-) xx

[Luzbuzfuz]

@TheLauraWheeler Thank you, as said aboe haven't been using this as a social aspect, i.e reading comments, commenting etc. But seen this comment and like to say i know its the hardest things, i've found that aswell, Lexis really been amazing. Not gonna lie i still get times were i think i still don't feel for her like i did for Mojo, and i doubt. But none the less i proberly never will.. but it doesn't matter because regardless we love them.Even if its not the same i still love her uncondtionaly

[Luzbuzfuz]

@Horsemadegg Thank you Yasmin ♥ sorry for late reply really haven't been using this much starting again today. I know its been awful, for me bitter-sweet. And i'm so, so sorry you lost Magic, you really are a outstanding rider and i admire how you take people cristism, which is blatently done through jealousy. And i 110% agree never take anything for granted thats the biggest lesson i've learnt this year. We just have to be thankful we were lucky enough to know them and to love them. xxxx

[Luzbuzfuz]

@OliverTownendlover Thank you :-) sorry it made you cry! xxxx ♥ ♥

[OliverTownendlover]

I know you don't know me but this video touched my heart. I know what it's like to sell a horse but I've never lost a horse in this way. Your video made me cry. He will always live on in your heart, remember that. RIP Mojo xx