Avoidant Personality Disorder

This video explains how avoidant personality disorder affects me. I was diagnosed in 1992. I hope I make you feel less alone.

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[dbts808]

Thank you for sharing.

You are very brave and many will be helped by you.

May you find peace.

-Dave

[AkaKlutch]

for the people that disliked this....may god have mercy on you

[ds37]

from 3:00 i thought: "how in the world does she know so much about me?..."

[jujitsumon]

i recenly quit school because of this..

[jujitsumon]

i hate it so much :( i just wish i can be normal again..

[corpralj3]

And on a side note:

This is what modern civilized society is doing to people. It's creating a mass of cowards (for lack of better words), due to the fact that nature's process we call Darwin's theory has been slowed to a crawl, as the result of easy life here in America, and around the world.

Honestly some real drugs may help you. They let you realize how bullshit the world is, and they open your eyes in order to let you see through all the phoney people around you.

Man up.

[corpralj3]

Honestly, this is all a bunch of excuses for weakness.

I thought and felt exactly the same as I was younger and still share some of the same relative thoughts as you. You just need to man up and deal with life.

When I was 17, I was kicking grown, 40+ year old men out of businesses and while I had the same relative thoughts running through my head, I didn't think twice about doing it because it needed to be done.

I've dealt with a lot of people I wanted no business with, for my own good.

[kndred1]

You are sooooo brave. . I am so impressed with how open you are. You aren't alone. How sad it is to see someone that is struggling this. You are obviously articulate intelligent and open minded. I have hope for you though, because you are showing your true feelings. You are worth it! BELIEVE THAT! There are many of us out here.

[sam8793d]

@noodlez4me right? i feel the same damn way

[privatejoy1989]

@noodlez4me I, too, know these feelings most days. But NEVER GIVE UP, please.

[TechnoFreek16]

become a waitress! lol seriously, you have NO idea how much i am EXACTLY like this, i was in a very mentally abusive relationship and i am now such a social phobic, avoindant introvert,but i became a waitress, and i suck it up and face my fears every day and i am slowly very slowly learning to cope with this.

[rusalkadust]

This made me feel so sad :(