Kylie's POV
This whole week I've been getting closer to wrapping up my album and we're talking about a tour in late fall early winter. So many things were going on and it was amazing seeing my life go down the right path. Uncle Kurt had already arranged a flight for me to go back and see mom this friday. He's guessing with the condition she's in, i should prepare myself to say goodbye to her...forever. I dont know if it was the fact that she was my mother after all, or if it was because i couldn't handle losing any more than i already had, but my heart really did hurt knowing she was dying. She was really the last thing I had of my immediate family. I have no siblings, my dad passed away, now her? I can't help but wonder what god has planned for me sometimes. I mean he's brought me to California to be taken care of by Nolie, gave me opportunities to fufill my dreams, and surrounded me with the most amazing people ever. But i have to wonder, is all of this worth it when in the end of the day I really have no family. I dont like her, but I love her. We used to be happy together. How can everything be falling apart, and coming together all at the same time? Before I knew it I had to get ready to go back to visit my mom. Nick came over to help me pack.
"Kylie..I dont know if this means much coming from me, but whatever happens is meant to be, and I'll always be here if you need a shoulder to lean on. Be strong."
As he was saying this, he was sitting on my bed folding some shirts. I stopped and looked at him for a bit. I sighed and walked over sitting next to him and grabbing his hand, putting my head on his shoulder.
"Nick, what am i going to do when she passes away? There are still things in that house that I cherish, and some that belong to my father. I dont know if im going to be strong enough to pack up that house. I always thought it'd be there for me forever...So many things are going through my mind...what if i cant handle this???"
I started to choke up. He kissed my head and held on to me tight.
"Kylie, no matter what happens you'll have Nolie, and your aunt, and Uncle Kurt. They'll know what to do, you're not on your own..we're all here to help you." Tears were now streaming down my face.
"I..I just dont want to be a burden to anyone.." He whiped my tears and held my face so i was looking him in the eyes. His voice was stern.
"Kylie. Listen to me. You. Are. Not. A. Burden. To. Anyone! People WANT to help you because they care, really truely care about you. Not because they have to or because they feel bad for you. You just have to realize that you have all of us. You're never alone. You would do the same for me in a heartbeat. Think of it like that."
I smiled. He made so much sense. I sighed and got myself together and kept packing. We brought my suitcase and bag downstairs then headed back up to my room. It was already pretty late so we were about ready to sleep. He was staying over to take me to the airport the next morning cause Nolie had work. I sat cross legged on my bed with my back facing the wall. Nick was sitting cross legged facing me.
Nicks POV
I was holding her hands knowing that she was scared of facing her mom. I took of the necklace she gave me a while back when we first met and leaned over to latch it on her. Since she was sitting directly in front of me it was as if i was giving her a hug when i put the necklace on her. I took in her scent. Her hair brushed my face a bit as i tried to latch the necklace. I slowly pulled away, kissing her slightly on the lips as i was doing so. She looked at me and blushed then looked down at the necklace with the guitar pick on it.
"Oh nick...i didnt even think you'd wear this.." She said quitely. I laughed softly, "Never took it off Kyle.." i said simply. She leaned over and gave me a hug and kissed me on the cheek. "But why?" she asked running her fingers over the guitar pick.
"Everytime i was missing you or having a hard time, i would look down at my necklace and know that you're never too far away. At those moments i would text you or call you right away. I dont know, that necklace gave me a sense of security. It reminds me that i love you. It gives me strength. So i want you to wear it when you go. Maybe it can do as much as it does for me." I said smiling. She smiled big and leaned over curling up in my arms. She looked so cute and happy. But at the same time she seemed vulnerable. Which is understandable. I knew she didnt like showing that side of her. She nuzzeled into me a little more and i sang her to sleep. "Sweet dreams kyle" i said kissing her forehead. I cuddled closer to her and eventually drifted off also.
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aww.... thats such a cute ending! adorable!! haha make more soon!
seowoocho 3 years ago
26 is up =D
MusicLovee210 3 years ago