by blood and by me, i'll follow your lead; ♥ [7months]

This horse means the world to me. And i'm not just saying that. The first time I rode him I was looking for a little made horse that could help me focus on my self, so when I first jumped him, got terribly left behind and was scared out of my mind I didn't think he was the right horse for me. The next few rides got better, I got to jump higher, practice new things and even talked about showing! His jump was still brand new to me, he jumped like a FREAK of nature! He was super round and brings his knees to his eyes. Plus he jumps so HARD and overjumps anything.. no lie. xD Throughout the summer we got used to eachother. It was like SO much fun. He was so different than anything I had ever ridden. We made some sort of connection, one I can't explain, like we understood eachother. His owner came out occasionally and rode, until she got pregnant. She is really picky about him, looking clean and having his trunk organized, WHICH was great! But it made me feel like I wasn't doing a good job. My trainer said it was nothing. So my first show comes around and I am scared out of my mind. Even though its only long stirrup.. xD So when I lined up after my first EQ on the flat and heard my name called for first I litterly burst into tears and held onto Willy. I realized then that we were made for eachother. For the rest of that shows I collected a ton of champion and blue ribbons, it was AMAZING! I guess I got a little over confident. After the show I had a long stretch of time where I suddenly felt insecure and hated every way I rode. My leg, my release, EVERYTHING. So when my trainer suggested we show again in October it was a wittle iffy. But I did it anyways. (: I loved showing! So with that after I totally blew three classes in a row I had a ultimate breakdown. I didn't blame it on Willy, I never did, It was always my fault. I was SO stupid and so rawr.. I didn't place amazingly in that show but boy did I learn SO much! I came back home ready to learn and have a positive attitude. When I had my first clinic with Wendy Hodges, it sure opened my eyes. I learned some of the same things I already knew in different ways. I love that women! She told me that me and Willy have an amazing connection and good communication, I took that to heart. xD But the next day I found out that Willys owner couldn't afford or didn't want to pay her little half of the monthly board. So we set off to find a half-leaser. But it didn't work. No one was right. She then decided that he was forsale. It crashed my whole world, dreams, hopes. We can't afford him. So all we can do is sit here and hope that an amazing horse like him doesn't pass me by to fast. I love him SO much. We have come so far, its not even funny. We are moving up to Pre-Childrens this weekend. I am really excited. I want to make the best of all the time I have left with him!

SORRY for the essay!

Category:

Pets & Animals

Tags:

• 7months
• willy
• hunter
• jumper
• asbgurl834

[LuverofHunters]

when was that tryon show? I think I might have pictures of you if it's from the date I was there... :]

congrats on getting him...

[ASBgurl834]

There are two in there.. One was in October the other in August.

[feistyhorsechick]

OMG I'm soooooo sorry Zadie!!! 8( You and Willy are amazing and are ment to be together. She freakin sucks for trying to tear you guys apart! I'm really sorry girl. I hope everything works out.

[ASBgurl834]

She is a really amazing owner and has gave me a great opportunity to ride and get to know her horse! Its not her fault at all! Just the way life works! Thanks for your comment! (:

[oxNEONxGREENxo]

D: music!

[ASBgurl834]

Its back! (:

[aznssaywhaat]

love it girl!!!

[xRideEveryStridex]

omg i love this video :L he looks amazing well done

[LuverofHunters]

i think i was there for both of them actually.. i'll check to see if i have any..

[CrazyHorseGrl222]

i hope everything works out!

i'm somewhat still going through what you went through! its so not fun! is there a possiblity that you can work off some of the board?

[MoveItLikeAWarmblood]

Aw, it there anyway you could make him work? Like working off his board or something? That's heart-breaking I'm soooo sorry. You two have an amazing bond, and I don't think you'll ever find it in another horse, I'd hold onto him.

[xdisneyfreakx]

aww thats an amazing bond...!

I love this song! its in new moon ;) sorry!!

[Petzgirl]

Very nice video! :)

I hope you can still ride him.

[Chenalie]

I favorited it. I loved this video so much! You guys are made for each other! I hope everything works out!

Could you maybe send me the song? (: