Published on Apr 16, 2012
I woke up the next morning without Justin next to me, i sat up on the couch yawned and sretched my arms out.I got up and went to the bathroom and washed my face and brushed my teeth then went to the kitchen.I opened the fridge door and got some orange juice and closed the door, i realized that it was a note i read it and it said:
You looked so peacefully sleeping that i didnt want to wake you up this morning.I had an early practice today so i guess i'll call you later on today and we could meet up somewhere.
Talk To You Later, Justin (:
I put the note down and smiled, i had nothing to do today so i figured that i would go over to Ms.Misa house today and hang out with her.Have a girls day out, i called her up and she agreed to the idea i hung up the phone and went to go get dressed.
I hoped in the shower really quick to freshen up and then dryed my hair off and did my make up.I went into my closet and looked through my clothes and decided to just throw this on : [ http://www.polyvore.com/love/set?id=4... ]. I grabbed my car keys and walked down stairs to go get in my car, soon as i opened the door Xavier was standing at the bottom of the steps.I rolled my eyes and put on my glasses and tried to walk past him.
"Tasia .... Tasia"
He kept calling my name over and over but i just kept pretending like i wasnt listing to him till he finally grabbed my arm, i turned around and looked at him.
"What do you want ?"
"We have nothing to talk about Xavier.You put your hands on me and thats that"
"Tasia im sorry"
"Tasia i truly am sorry, i dont know what came over me.I had no right to suspect that you was cheating on me i was wrong.Please talk me"
"Im sorry but as of last night when you slapped me, we was done"
"I will tell you when you can come and get your stuff from my house.Bye Xavier"
I walked away and got into my car and drove off to Ms.Misa house to pick her up.When i arrived i was greeted by Madison, Justin's sister she let me in while waiting Madison and I was talked.
"Soooo ... are you and Justin back together yet ?."
"No , Why you ask ?"
"Because ever since he gotten back from the hospital and that dinner all he can talk about is you it's like hes a sprung puppy"
"Haha, aww that's cute but no me and him are not together we are just friends"
"What ? Yall are good for each other ! Yall are just to blind to see it , the way i see it you still have feelings for him and he has feelings for you sooo just get together.I would rather have you as my sister in law than some random chick."
"Madison if only it was that easy"
"It is just tell him how you feel, thats how me and my boyfriend got together i faced my fears and finally told him how i felt"
"Madison this isnt middle school this is grown up life and things are alot more difficult"
"I guess so, just give it a try"
Ms.Misa walked in and Madison hugged me and then left the room.I looked at Mrs.Misa stomach to see that she was now pregnant, i looked up to her and smiled.She smiled and hugged me i helped walked her to the car and we drove off to the nail salon to get our nails done.After we did that we then went to a baby store and looked at some clothes, i was happy that Misa was pregnant but i also wondered what it would be like for my to be pregnant ?.Would i be a good mother ? I mean im 21 these are the years of my life were i should be setteling down having a family and getting married.I sighed at the thought , we decided to go get something to eat since we hadnt eaten all day we went to a little bistro and sat down.
"Sooo when are you due ?"
"Aww is it a boy or a girl ? Or do you want it to be a suprise ?"
"I want it to be a suprise (: . Thats why i got mutual colors for the room and for their clothes"
"Aww thats smart , i hope its a girl though"
"Me too , but if its a boy i will still love it the same. Tasia i have a question for you."
"What is it ?"
"When are you gonna start setteling down and having kids of your own ?"
'"I dont know , i dont think i would be a perfect mother"
"Nonsense you would be a great mother"
"Haha, thanks Misa"
"Im serious you should start thinking about it"
The food came and we started eating, maybe Misa was right i should start setteling down and having a family of my own.But the thing is im always busy so i dont know if i would ever have time for a child.i thought back to what Madison had said about me and justin getting back together , maybe everybody was right maybe i should start settleing down.
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