rape

This is a song about something bad that really happened to me back in 1997.

I decided to share it with you because it can happen to any woman.


I want to say to all the women that you've to be careful with drunken men.

And to all the men, I would like to say that when a woman says no, she really means no.

--- lyrics written by Cynthia Fridsma on September 11, 2011




When you called me, you sound so depressed
when you called me. You sound so full of pain.
And I wanted to help you.
So I invited you to come over.
But little did I know.
That you just wanted to touch me.
Little did I know.
That you were drunk.

So you came to my place.
And you started to touch me.
I told you that I didn't want it.
But you didn't listen to anything I said.

Then you took my virginity.

I felt so much pain, deep inside me.
I couldn't do anything. I just froze.

I took a bath, for hours and hours.
Cause I felt dirty.

I felt so much shame.
I felt so much guilt, so much pain.

Crying a lot, While I was in bed.
I took a shower afterwards for hours and hours.

It was the day.
That I will never forget.
It was the day, that I will never forget.

It was the day that I lost my virginity, against my will.

So, much pain
So, much pain


I was so weak.


And I always told myself.
If it would ever happen to me.
Then I will kick him when he tried to rape me.

But when it really did happen to me, I simply froze.
I couldn't move.

I felt the pain.
I felt the shame. I couldn't do anything.
I felt the fear, deep down, in my heart.

Category:

Music

Tags:

• rape
• sad
• music
• pain
• warning
• rock
• hardrock
• guitar
• cynthia
• fridsma

[dmio2]

appropriately dark groove. well performed. Its impossible to even comment on the content. Very heavy. nicely done.

[hnonlinemagazine]

@dmio2 Thanks! I really put all my emotions in the song, the way I felt when it happened to me. It was a terrible experience, and I hope that I will never experience that again.