~~Bye again Paddy~~ Sometimes it hurts in L o v e..

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Paddy has now gone on loan again, hopefully for the last time.
I couldn't ask for him to go to a better home with a better girl to look after him who hopefully will give the consistent love and attention he deserves. He's only down the road and i can keep in regular contact this time so I know he's safe and happy.

It is for me however..mixed feelings. He's 6 now and i've had him just over 2 yrs. In that space of time he's been moved to Cranford, Cambridge, Holcot, Moulton, Northampton, and now Kettering. This is the second time he's been on loan, he's been in full livery twice and working livery. I've only consistently looked after and ridden him for a total of about 3/4months. All becuase I made the lifechanging decision to keep the baby I found out i was pregnant with.

I don't regret the choice I made, but it is hard when I think about who I could have been and what I could be doing now. I have no time to ride anymore and just hope that in the future i'll be able to enjoy and appreciate my own horse again.

So this video is for Paddy, I want no crit, the videos at the beginning with no glow effect on them are from my last ride, the videos where i'm wearing a vest top are my first. My last ride I had only ridden him 3 times in 6 months and was my 3rd time jumping him. I doubt anyone that reads this will know but I promise you..HAVING A BABY DOES KINDA DESTROY YOUR LOWER LEG POSITION AND CORE STRENGTH!!

Enjoy though..

Gemma xx

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